Why would you want to be me?

The night mocks me, the person sitting inside me no longer resembling me, the words that no longer carefully jump out of my mouth, from my heart that has dried up like firewood.

Some people don't know what they have until it's gone." "But what about the ones who do know? The ones who never took a damn thing for granted? Who tried their hardest to hold on, yet could only look on helplessly while they lost the thing they loved the most. Isn't it so much worse for them?"

“Sometimes I feel so blue, darling. I don’t know what to do with myself.”

— Sylvia Townsend Warner from Selected Stories; “A Speaker from London.”

If this doesn't say everything

I feel very tired, as if I was in an empty war fighting myself.

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For those of you who wonder what abditory means

I've been always wondering what does Abditory mean, I, now, know and that's beautiful cause it wasn't randomly picked
A huge meaning behind a word 🖤

𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒. 🖤

I have always said this to people when I felt thoroughly content ...to know someone uses it too🖤🖤🖤

I,too,wake up in the middle of the night,feeling the need to cry,I don't know but sometimes I grieve this world and I dont know how to ease its burden. I can only feel its pain and burn as it burns.💔
-Aria