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My own brain is to me the most unaccountable of machinery,always buzzing,humming,soaring,roaring,diving and then buried in mud.🥀
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Forwarded from Thoughts Hub (Hubeyb☁️)
But her face is tired, her sadness is overpowering, and under her eyes is an endless night.

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This world made me feel abnormal because I felt too much and felt nothing at the same time.
This world broke my heart to pieces.
Forwarded from EUPHORIA
Headaches emanating from bustling and jostling of people enveloping me.Anarchy of holiday season preparation; deliberate air-passing mixing with the miserable stench of my failure making me nauseous.An eerily-awful DJing of music from the "beer-bar"..Plays initially with butt-worth-shaking tunes and continues in a rowdy tone distorting symphony. I look at the face of the tomato seller and all the sound makes her like a Da Vinci.Lo and behold,buses moving to and fro. Echolaccs, polyethene bags,sacks and "Ghana must go";people are wandering in the circle with.The fleeting moments of euphoria I can't bottle;words ascend from the lump-mucus of my throat, I sighed and enjoyed the festivity as well.Families meeting with flowery caresses, comfort intimacy unlocking the euphoria in each of them raying peace earned from the unison and hurling away their melancholies.

-IOS
I can't get my breath to my heart.
I spend my whole life looking for answers, because I think the next answer will change something, maybe make me a little less miserable. And I know that when I run out of questions I don't just run out of answers, I run out of hope.
Forwarded from Lost·In·Pieces (el)
I have always wanted to be more than I was. I tried to make myself a light drizzle when i’m a raging hurricane. destruction is in my blood and i’ve spent a lifetime trying to run from it. I am the epitome of rage. so desperate to be in control that i’d set myself on fire just to say I know the feeling of warmth.
“I tell myself that the sea ceaselessly thundering these days and nights in front of me is why all my dreams are filled with your presence. Thus, in my heart, you are united with an eternal element, the sea.”
opening a woman wide will never help you to find out what she is made of, the woman components are invisible, only when you love her enough you see all the invisible things in her.
"Yet each man kills the thing he loves, by each let this be heard, some do it with a bitter look, some with a flattering word. The coward does it with a kiss, the brave man with a sword!"

- Oscar Wilde
"Maybe...you'll fall in love with me all over again."
"Hell," I said, "I love you enough now. What do you want to do? Ruin me?"
"Yes. I want to ruin you."
"Good," I said. "That's what I want too."

- Earnest Hemingway: A Farewell To Arms
"I hope she'll be a fool -- that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool.” 

- F. Scott Fitzgerald: The Great Gatsby

 
Did I use love to save my own existence?
Is the reason I love love so much because it is the only reason that keeps me breathing ?
Tell me I am a coward...
Tell me
I will always let it