I don't wanna do this anymore.

I hurt myself,it doesn't hurt.
I buy what I want,i don't want it.
I do what i like,I don't like it.

Don't you know I am only trying to disappear.

I need everything to stop.

I know I am a mess and I probably need someone to talk to myself but know that I am always here for you...if you ever need someone to talk to about the things you are going through or just how your day went and simple things like that ....I am here🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
@YeabT29

crumbling under my bedsheets, holding my own hand, building an imaginary bubble around me, listening to the songs that quiet down my soul, I forgave myself. Or at least, tried to. For all the lies I've told, for the scars I'm responsible for, for the dreams I let myself lose, for the questions I answered wrong, for the books I procrastinated for months, for the chances I missed because I hesitated, for the things I backed off from doing worrying how people would perceive them and the time I wasted to please others, for the kind hearts I hurt trying to look cool, for the people I betrayed, for the self-sabotage and the plans I didn't keep up with, for the journals I stopped writing, for all my blessings I'm ungrateful for, for all the truth I didn't tell, for the sins I gave control over mind, for trying to copy other people, for pretending to like things I hate and acting like I hate the things I like, for trusting the wrong people and letting that turn me into an untrustworthy person, for ignoring red flags, for stepping over my own self respect to make other feel better about themselves and most of all, I forgave myself for breaking my own heart. And if I do end up making these mistakes again, I'll forgive myself all over again. Because as Joybell above said, that's what love is like.

That's exactly what love is.

"If you donot tell the truth about yourself,you cannot tell it about other people"......this quote is the reason I let people read what I write and I share my works...because in them lies my truth...

Inner peace

“Hollowness: that I understand. I'm starting to believe that there isn't anything you can do to fix it. That's what I've taken from the therapy sessions: the holes in your life are permanent. You have to grow around them, like tree roots around concrete; you mold yourself through the gaps”

― Paula Hawkins, The Girl on the Train

We all need forgiveness
@blurrylife