Sadness has it's own kind of silence,a room where it's hard to breathe.
-sea orphan
-sea orphan
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What makes you think I am so special🖤
Forwarded from Budapest dreams
+ My whole life I never felt like I was real or like I truly existed. I used to think that maybe I was just somebody else's figment of imagination...
- A figment of imagination that has somehow become self-aware?......
Maybe you're my figment of imagination. 'Cause like you're the only person I can truly be myself around.... and maybe that's because you're just in my head...
- A figment of imagination that has somehow become self-aware?......
Maybe you're my figment of imagination. 'Cause like you're the only person I can truly be myself around.... and maybe that's because you're just in my head...
Forwarded from Beneath the facades
Crazy how i looked for rainbows in the blood running down my wrist
Forwarded from Twisted (Harriet)
I don't think loving and liking someone are similar tho...
I fall in love with many people. I fall in love with the way they quietly perform a task, with a strand of hair on their forehead and the grace by which they sweep it away, with the way they move their body. I fall in love with their struggles, the clothes they choose to express themselves, the hobbies they excitedly follow.I fall in love with their resilient spirit, with the way they talk about virtues and their loved ones. I fall in love with virtuous and strong willed people. I fall in love with their ambitious eyes, their passionate soul. I fall in love with pretty faces. And beautiful legs. And that mole near the lips. I fall in love with how delicate and how complicated people are. I fall in love with children's purity. I fall in love with curious experiments. I fall in love with supervillains and superheroes. Both at the same time.I fall in love with brotherhoods and sisterhoods and people just being happy.I fall in love with nearly everything. And everyone.
But liking someone, Do u know what that means? It means you'll have a huge power over me. You could be killing me and I'll comment on how annoying your eyebrow twitches are.It means I'll just see you screw me over and I'll adore the way you did it.I'll let you explore whats inside me and even when you end up walking all over me and I'll admire how you make it out alive
I fall in love with many people. I fall in love with the way they quietly perform a task, with a strand of hair on their forehead and the grace by which they sweep it away, with the way they move their body. I fall in love with their struggles, the clothes they choose to express themselves, the hobbies they excitedly follow.I fall in love with their resilient spirit, with the way they talk about virtues and their loved ones. I fall in love with virtuous and strong willed people. I fall in love with their ambitious eyes, their passionate soul. I fall in love with pretty faces. And beautiful legs. And that mole near the lips. I fall in love with how delicate and how complicated people are. I fall in love with children's purity. I fall in love with curious experiments. I fall in love with supervillains and superheroes. Both at the same time.I fall in love with brotherhoods and sisterhoods and people just being happy.I fall in love with nearly everything. And everyone.
But liking someone, Do u know what that means? It means you'll have a huge power over me. You could be killing me and I'll comment on how annoying your eyebrow twitches are.It means I'll just see you screw me over and I'll adore the way you did it.I'll let you explore whats inside me and even when you end up walking all over me and I'll admire how you make it out alive
Forwarded from Lost·In·Pieces ()
I'm disturbed, I’m depressed, I'm inadequate I got it all!
— George Costanza (Seinfeld)
— George Costanza (Seinfeld)
Forwarded from • 𝘶𝘯𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴 • (raen.)
depression is like a bruise that never goes away. a bruise in your mind.
you just got to be careful not to touch it where it hurts. it’s always there, though.
• @regretletters •
you just got to be careful not to touch it where it hurts. it’s always there, though.
• @regretletters •
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This breaks my heart
Forwarded from Lost·In·Pieces (Dandelion)
I want to write about the monsters I have known, that I’ve loved and I’ve learned from.
Forwarded from Budapest dreams
you ever pause your music to take a call or cause you, apparently "have to actually listen to what your dad is saying when he's talking to you" or something and forgot to press play before returning to doing whatever useless shit you were doing with your life only to be reminded by the crippling loneliness how empty your life is and you need to constantly fill it with some sort of stimuli or your mind will quite literally explode?
Forwarded from Hakim
"Forgive me if a joke or a meme about mental illness makes me angry."
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I was diagnosed with General Anxiety disorder when I was 19. I had depression for over 2 years. I was admitted to a hospital 2 years ago with the assessment of Brief Psychosis + MDD.
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Even though I have come a long way I am still on Anti-depressants. I am still trying to avoid anything that can make me relapse.
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My mom had post partum depression. It relapsed later in life and it affected her. She was misunderstood by man people around.
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So forgive me if a joke or a meme about mental illness makes me angry. May God have mercy on the next person that even attempts to joke about mental illness on my timeline.
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A little story: When I was a freshman I was diagnoased with GAD and decided to withdraw. Almost everyone around me didn't understand my illness. Some thought I was ok and didn't look sick at all, others questioned if I was doing that to change fields, and my parents didn't know how to handle it.
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Perhaps the worst part of having anxiety or any mental illness for that matter was being judged and being used as a gossip topic by neighbours, 'friends' and church members/ pastors/elders.
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Everyone who was showering you with praise was all of a sudden questioning your everything.
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Being judged introduced me to something called depression. The first thought that came to my mind when I woke up in the morning was how I ruined my life by withdrawing. The last thought that also came to my mind when was about to go to bed was how my friends are learning/ not me.
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Here are some of the things people said to me when I got sick and withdrew:
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"አቅብጣችሁ ነው ያሳደጋችሁት!" (a famous 'Psychiatrist' said this btw)
"እንደዛ ስትዘምር እንዳልነበር?!"
"ስታካብዱለት withdraw አደረገ"
"በጣም odd ፀባይ ነው ያለህ"
"አላመመህም ባክህ እንደውም ተስማምቶሃል"
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But things do get better... I took my therapy seriously, I had cognitive behavioural therapy sessions every week, I did my assignments and in the process I ended up liking Psychiatry.
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I want to help people get from where I was to where I am.
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Mental Illness doesn't always have a spiritual element or a purely medical basis. I believe having faith and wanting to get better makes the therapy so much easier.
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Today's message is the same as always- #MentalHealthMatters
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Good Day.
Don't cross the red line!
Dr. Brook Genene
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I was diagnosed with General Anxiety disorder when I was 19. I had depression for over 2 years. I was admitted to a hospital 2 years ago with the assessment of Brief Psychosis + MDD.
.
Even though I have come a long way I am still on Anti-depressants. I am still trying to avoid anything that can make me relapse.
.
My mom had post partum depression. It relapsed later in life and it affected her. She was misunderstood by man people around.
.
So forgive me if a joke or a meme about mental illness makes me angry. May God have mercy on the next person that even attempts to joke about mental illness on my timeline.
.
A little story: When I was a freshman I was diagnoased with GAD and decided to withdraw. Almost everyone around me didn't understand my illness. Some thought I was ok and didn't look sick at all, others questioned if I was doing that to change fields, and my parents didn't know how to handle it.
.
Perhaps the worst part of having anxiety or any mental illness for that matter was being judged and being used as a gossip topic by neighbours, 'friends' and church members/ pastors/elders.
.
Everyone who was showering you with praise was all of a sudden questioning your everything.
.
Being judged introduced me to something called depression. The first thought that came to my mind when I woke up in the morning was how I ruined my life by withdrawing. The last thought that also came to my mind when was about to go to bed was how my friends are learning/ not me.
.
Here are some of the things people said to me when I got sick and withdrew:
.
"አቅብጣችሁ ነው ያሳደጋችሁት!" (a famous 'Psychiatrist' said this btw)
"እንደዛ ስትዘምር እንዳልነበር?!"
"ስታካብዱለት withdraw አደረገ"
"በጣም odd ፀባይ ነው ያለህ"
"አላመመህም ባክህ እንደውም ተስማምቶሃል"
.
But things do get better... I took my therapy seriously, I had cognitive behavioural therapy sessions every week, I did my assignments and in the process I ended up liking Psychiatry.
.
I want to help people get from where I was to where I am.
.
Mental Illness doesn't always have a spiritual element or a purely medical basis. I believe having faith and wanting to get better makes the therapy so much easier.
.
Today's message is the same as always- #MentalHealthMatters
.
Good Day.
Don't cross the red line!
Dr. Brook Genene