Abditory๐Ÿ–ค
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My own brain is to me the most unaccountable of machinery,always buzzing,humming,soaring,roaring,diving and then buried in mud.๐Ÿฅ€
For any ideas or a friend
@chesed_29
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Noone is gonna love you better than I do.
Forwarded from Twisted (LizzY๐ŸŒ‘๐ŸŒ“๐ŸŒ•)
I wish mental illness was how it is in the movies; crying in your bathtub at 2 am and doing all of these wild things, and someone coming along to save you. But in reality you just lock yourself in your room all day and stare at the ceiling; and the world keeps moving around you but you just stand still.
Scream!!!!!!!!just let it out.
N this is what I learned...
There is growth, if there is change;
There is hope, if there is pain;
___________
@lovedquots ๐Ÿ’ฏ
Forwarded from Thought Entries (Nahili)
I don't dance or sing
Neither do I read nor write.
But I hope I'm your ballerina or lullaby
Your favorite author or story line.

@fursatanya
Forwarded from Thought Entries (Nahili)
The most ironic things of all,
Is the fact that you are my sunshine, but you're also my darkness.

You're my joy, yet you're also my tears.

You're my dreams, yet you're also my fears.

You, my love, are my cure, but you're also the disease.

Funny how you're the one who fixes me when I'm shattered; yet you're also the one who breaks each and every time.

- j.m @fursatanya
Forwarded from Twisted (Harriet)
I feel like screaming as loud as I could but I'm scared to do so because I imagine this scenario where the moment I do start screaming a dark foggy smoke will come out of my mouth filled with all the hate and pain I have ever felt.
Forwarded from Twisted (Harriet)
"And all of the sudden I felt really tired
Like the world had drained me for everything that I had"
Forwarded from Inscriptions
Status= tired

Am just tired in every sense of both the word and the world.
Me to me:แŠจแŠ•แ‰ฑ
Missing home is painful๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
I can't get my breath to my heart.
Forwarded from Twisted (Harriet)
"You can nurse my wounds
You can kiss all my scars
You can caress my skin
But nothing you do
will help ease
the chaos
that lies within"
Forwarded from Twisted (LizzY๐ŸŒ‘๐ŸŒ“๐ŸŒ•)
Will I ever be okay?

A question i cant quite answer properly. Some days, better days, being the days I felt less pain I believe things will eventually fall in to places and in the end i too will get my happy ending like those characters in these books I keep reading. I also believe that people like me are worth happiness in the e
nd. On other days when things go down I remind myself what a big fool I was to think I'll get better and how I might even end up in a mental asylum in my mid 20s.

So yeah
it depends
Forwarded from Twisted (Harriet)
"Thereโ€™s always been a little sadness inside my happiness, Iโ€™ve never been able to separate the two"
Forwarded from Thoughts Hub (Hubeybโ˜๏ธ)
I love small flaws stuck to beautiful faces, such as the effects of circles under the eyes, or a scar on the forehead of a beautiful girl, I love these simple things that break the ideal of beauty and make it more beautiful because it looks like the signature that distinguishes a beautiful original painting from other paintings, I love this imperfection that defies perfection uniqueness and charisma.
If I love you with everything I have would that be enough?
Forwarded from Messy Minds (แŠ“แ‰ฐแ‹ญ)
Sometimes, your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows.
@sweeetmess