If you fall in love with me, it is fair to know what you
will really fall in love with, because you will fall in love
with my lack of security, my anxiety about trying to
know what people think about me, you will fall in love
with immaturity, and my constant need to feel that I am
loved and appreciated.
You will fall in love with my hyperactive channels, my
addiction to the internet, my inclination to jump to
conclusions, my emotional historical upheaval, and my
dreams that seem to you to be illogical or realistic and
my belief in achieving them though.
You will fall in love with my barbarism, my emotions,
my mood, my extreme nervousness, and how
emotionally I am hopeless, despite my enthusiasm for
opinions and deeper writing!
If you were to fall in love with me, then know that you
would fall in love with my feelings of hate for myself
sometimes, and I am certain that no one can give me
love, and the history that made me believe in this.
However, you will also fall in love with the laughter of
my eyes when we are together, and make sure to send a
morning message that does not wish you a beautiful day,
and sweet dreams at night. Be sure to hold your hand
even as we quarrel, though for me, the most important
thing is that you fall in love with me

- from "Notes from the cloud"

I take antidepressants and antipsychotics for living yet you expect me to write about butterflies and sunflower.

My mental health is more brittle than a glass.

Make me feel all the things I have never felt but need to feel.

I remember everything that you forgot.

For someone who feels too much, i never know what exactly i'm feeling

And this word is what made me love that man, "To love is to suffer and there can be no love otherwise."

Right now there is sorrow,pain.....don't kill it.

And with it the joy you felt.

But to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything,what a waste.🖤

I can do it alone just fine but I rather you hold me today while I cry.
-charmeuse

Loving you.

Idk who needs to hear this today, but I am so proud of you. You are not reduced down to your fight. You are so strong and so much more than the pain. I love you and I know you can make it through this.

So many things that choke us for years

Fuck it,I love you.

Blessed be the mystery of love.