Abditory🖤
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My own brain is to me the most unaccountable of machinery,always buzzing,humming,soaring,roaring,diving and then buried in mud.🥀
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Forwarded from Beneath the facades
I've set myself on fire to keep others warm and it has left me ice cold
I just want you back!
Forwarded from Twisted (Harriet)
Tonight is one of those nights.
You know what I'm talking about,
You close the door behind you and numbly lock it shut
You stare at your hands for long minutes before finally breaking. You gasp for each breath, silently sob about everything that went wrong all at once.
Everything that is wrong with you and the world.
Then you deal with it in the only way you know how
You take a deep exhausted shuddering breath as you quietly cry yourself to sleep.
The next morning you wake up huddled in a corner of your bed with a sore neck and a pounding headache.yet you get out of bed just like any other morning
Can the pills really stop the voices?
Just stop the voices!!!!!!!!
Before they drown me
YOU GOT ME SEARCHING FOR REASON TO KEEP ME FROM LEAVING!!!!!!!!!
And when I had TROUBLE BREATHING I gave myself another chance to STAY!!!
Forwarded from Wild (Lilith)
"People assumed I behaved strictly on impulse, when actually, it required quite a bit of strategy being this fucked up."
-Kill Switch
What would my poor dad say seeing the mess he has as a child?
I am losing to myself.
Would we ever have a lover?
To love the hot mess that we are
i have never felt so lost
as much as i feel now.

@regretletters
Lost.
Tired.
I wait for something to free me of this...this...this pain.
Maybe we don't ever hate the ones we loved.maybe what we hate is how our heart still chooses to love them.
Forwarded from Lost·In·Pieces (Dandelion)
“So this is your life, and you are going to be both moved and confused by it. You are going to experience things that will inspire you and things that you will never quite come to terms with. You are going to love people that you will sometimes lose, but you will also find those who stay. Appreciate those people; let them know that you care. You are going to laugh until you cry; you’re going to ache in ways you never thought possible; you are going to be exhausted by the chaos of it all and ignited by the beauty. You are going to be hurt, and you are going to hurt. Sometimes you will be the bad person. Sometimes you will be the one who makes the mistake. Sometimes you will have to give yourself your own closure. Sometimes you will have to let go. Sometimes you will have to find comfort in being alone, in being lost. Yes, this is your life, and though it can be unpredictable and messy, though it can break you down—you are going to survive it. You will always survive it.”