To my father who was often irritated and asked me what was the matter I was completely cold.

Its tiring to be thrown from emotion to emotion.

From guilt to anger to hate to love to joy to sadness and misery

I look at myself and feel bad for myself.

Feel bad for myself for being the slave of her emotion.

Youtube comment section and its unwavering amount wisdom lol

Being a let down to the ones you love hurts much greater.

I was given a second chance in life,I have decided not to take it

Some days I feel everything crushing down on me as if I am an abandoned ship in an ocean of sins.
-shades of blue