Don't nobody ask me about how my day went....and I got fucked up in the head.
-Tasteey-
-OITNB-

Why are you like this?
A sad pathetic being
Falling for those
Who feel nothing For you,
Not even comfort
For your existence
Let alone The most
affectionate Feeling
of love

Why are you like this?
Obsessed with pain,
Darling Have you not known
 Other feelings exist
Stop searching for pain
 On every step of life

Why are you like this?
 romanticizing rejects
Pushing those who loved you,
Craving those who spite you, 
Self loathing & Ungrateful
 But still begging God
to forgive you
When you can't even
forgive thy self.

What is love?
It's like coming home after a long trip.
-Pipper-(OITNB)

Sometimes I want to disappear. Sometimes I want to show everyone what they did to me. Most of the time I want people to see what I see, feel what I feel. Pain. Anger. Hate. Loneliness.

My conscience is clear
@wordsofpain🖤

So take a good look at my face
You’ll see my smile looks out of place

If you look closer, it’s easy to trace
The track of my tears...

you sure feel good when you push yourself every single day by doing things that are needed like going for a walk or talking to the sky but then there comes a day when it all doesn't make sense, you don't want to push anymore, you accept you feel fucked up and go completely quiet.

Have you ever felt pure rage??Like something Is burning up inside you......
@wordsofpain🔥

For all of ya'll new joiners I have more things to post....more writings..so settle in🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
@wordsofpain🖤

Guyssss I have a recording here for you.please listen to it and share what you think about it or How you can connect to it or simply a comment....
@YeabT29

What if shakespear was black:
Homieo and Hoeliet

Why do I feel what I feel?why do I feel lost ...feel like I have got no home when I could find one?Why do I feel like I am in a desert in a middle of nowhere when I am actually in New York in between all that chaos?All those faces yet all I feel is going insane with all the car honks,the loud conversations.....why do I feel like the ground?...feeling all those steps all over my body and listen as my bones crack...Why is it that wherever I go whatever I do I cant let go of this darkness?Why has light become so slow when it comes to me?Is it impenetrable..This hole...This constant feeling of insanity...Is there a life beyond this?Is there me after this?They say"The orphan got lost because he dont know where home is"....Is that my fate?...God,What is this??How did it feel to create a soul and label it "homeless".Was it thrilling...exciting...or did it hurt you?Are you a masochist?Do you love the pain...my pain...cause no father cherishes his daughter's....I guess it explains the reason why I hate and love the pain at the same time.since you made me in your image ....I can't do this anymore...In the times they picked stones to attack you...in all the times they dragged your name ...in all the times they spat on you...made fun of your vulnerability...your nakedness...in all that beating...all that scar...all that blood...did you know it was gonna lead you to death and by death your resurrection?If so tell me where all of this is gonna lead me too...tell me how much longer I have to carry this demon...I feel like I have died with a body that hasn't...It took you three days how long is it gonna take mine...when is my resurrection????
@wordsofpain🖤

dark as the ocean
cold as the sea
deep as water
i drown in me.

EPHEMERAL
"It will all pass right?"
https://t.me/Lephemeral