በቃ!

~ብንችል~

ብንችል ከውቅያኖስ ግርጌ
ከወለሉ ጋደም እንበል
ከምንጩ ስር ጎጆ ቀልሰን
በአብሮነት እንፀበል

አልያም ወዲያ ማዶ
ከተራራው አናት
ከጫፉ ላይ ከትመን
እኛነትን እንቀድሳት

አሻራህና አሻራዬን
በአንድ ገጥ አትመን
እኔነቴን ከአንተነትህ
ቀምመን
አንዳችን በአንዳችን ውስጥ
ጠፍተን
ዘመናትን እናስቆጥር
በእኛነት ውስጥ ሰጥመን

ብንችል ከከዋክብት
ከጨረቃ እንቀመር
በሰማይ እቅፍ ውለን
በሰማይ እቅፍ እንደር

ከውቅያኖስ ግርጌ
ከወለሉ ጋደም እንበል
ከምንጩ ስር ጎጆ ቀልሰን
በአብሮነት እንፀበል

ዮርዳኖስ✍🏾

This ❤️

You will forever be the love of my life and the pain I'll never heal from.

"I need to NOTHING YOU!

I can't love you and I can't hate you
because it's ruining my life.

I need to NOTHING YOU!

I need to feel nothing for you. I need to not think about you, I need to not care about you at all. But I don't know how to do that."

-Avery-

The contradiction is playing havoc with my brain.

Can we grow together?
Grow to be strong enough to let me put my hands on the places you are hurting and to trust you enough to see me angry and sad and resentful.

Can we grow together?
Grow to be wise enough not to poke each other's wound and worse the pain but instead heal them slowly and wholly.

Can we grow together?
Grow to find absolute freedom in our world. Grow free from every thing we were molded into believing against our will, grow free from all restraints,
Free from rules,
Free from society,
Free from life,
Free from death,
Hell! Even grow free from time for it is one hell of a bitch.

Can we grow together?
Grow in love.
I didn't say fall darling because everything that falls gets broken and we're left with only few healthy tendons, we can't afford to be hurt again.

Can we grow in love together?

I will always be your okay.
You will always be my good.

ለማን?

I want to be where my worth in known,
Where my love is valued,
Where my energy is matched,
Where my offerings are reciprocated,
Where my presence is recognized.

Lesson 1:

Stop being the one who makes all the effort. Sit back and let the ship sink.