تو غار بودن

Disdain has led me to be distant
Until this mind is tattered and torn
Beneath this endless motion of times progress

I don't know who I am anymore

I'm giving into the absence that has become my life
Has become my state of mind
I'm giving into the absence that has become my life
Has become what I could find

Existence from indifference
Sentiment to apathy
Consuming a past moving all too fast
As it's slowly consuming me

I'm giving into the absence that has become my life
Has become my state of mind
I'm giving into the absence that has become my life
Has become what I could find

I went searching for something inside
I needed all of this time
I went searching for something inside

I went searching for something inside
I needed all of this time
I went searching for something inside
And I never returned

I'm giving into the absence that has become my life
Has become my state of mind
I'm giving into the absence that has become my life
Has become what I could find
I'm giving into the absence that has become life

لازم بود کاملشو بذارم

سال ۲۰۲۰
یه ترک داده
به اسم live as myself
به عنوان کامبک

I rise
Confined
Thoughts inside are breaking binds
No longer willing to deny what I find

I will
Defy
Ignorance used to misguide
Fear is an instrument for weakening minds

All I ever wanted was to live as myself
In a world that has condemned me to hell
All I ever wanted was to think for myself
In a world that has condemned me to hell

Divide
Decide
Your judgement will not confine
Desire’s pulse has now become purified

I can not hide
Standing up against the lies
It’s not a sin to live as one feels inside

All I ever wanted was to live as myself
In a world that has condemned me to hell
All I ever wanted was to think for myself
In a world that has condemned me to hell

Together
Transcending
A world with no ending
Forever embracing
A bond that’s unbreaking

I will hold you as we're falling

All I ever wanted was to live as myself
In a world that has condemned me to hell
All I ever wanted was to think for myself
In a world that has condemned me to hell

All I wanted was to live
All I wanted was to live

مغز این مرد✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

مدت زمان هایی که در طی یک روز احساس عجیب بودن در مورد همه چیز میکنم اونقدر بیشتره از زمان هایی که این حس رو ندارم که کم کم دارم فکر میکنم نکنه چیزهایی که حس عجیب بودن دارن واقعا نرمالن و اون وقتهایی که حس عجیب بودن ندارم در واقع زندگی عجیبه.

میخواستم درسمو بخونم، نخوندم. میخواستم با رفیقام برم بیرون، نرفتم. میخواستم سریالی که شروع کردم و ببینم، ندیدم. میخواستم کتابی که تا نصفه خوندم و کامل کنم، نکردم. میخواستم لباسی که هفته پیش دیده بودم و بخرم، نخریدم. میخواستم شبا زودتر بخوابم، نخوابیدم. میخواستم حرف هایی که تو دلم مونده رو بزنم، نزدم. میخواستم کارهای عقب افتادمو انجام بدم، ندادم. مکانیسم زندگی من کامل نشده است، انگار من هیچ کاری رو قرار نیست کامل انجام بدم.

donteatthisshit | بی همتا

آسیا و آفریقا قسمتایی از دنیان که مردمشون به حال خودشون رها شدن که رنج بکشن و درنهایت بمیرنو فراموش شن
انگار اصلا وجود ندارن

We do exist
But not for the people in other parts of the world
Just for ourselves

وقتی به این فک میکنم که چه استعدادایی توی این خراب شده ها وجود دارنو بخاطر چیزی که توش تقصیری ندارن به جایی نمیرسن واقعن دردم میگیره

گربه میخوام.

#Cat

"همیشه جوری آهنگ گوش کن ک انگار فرداش کر میشی."

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