وقتی سین نمیکنم یعنی یا نمیخوام یا فعلاً مشغول یه کار دیگم
در هر صورت حق نداری یهو بهم زنگ بزنی و منم پنیک کنم
کاش انسان‌ها اینو بفهمن

این چنلایی که نه بات شناس دارن نه ناشناس نه پیوی طرفو داری که باهاش صحبت کنی
رسماً حس میکنم موندم پشت در بسته هرچی در میزنم کسی باز نمیکنه

+وقتی کسی هی میگه چرا جواب نمیدی
چرا سین نمیکنی
و امثالهم
حس میکنم استاکره

Too old to exist
Too young to extinct

باورم نمیشه ۱۰ شهریوره.
یعنی پنج شنبه ی این هفته است...
یعنی چقدر زود میگذره...

من: یکی از دوستان رو با NF آشنا میکنم.
دوست: این اگه از غارش اومد بیرون یه فکری میکنم.
* اینقدر زیاد نیستش که روی همرو سفید کرده

من ریدم تو روابط اجتماعیم (البته که عالردی ریده هست)
دو ماهه طرفو میبینم نتونستم بهش یه سلام بدم
یاروعه امروز همون شخصو واسه اولین بار دید رفت باهاش حرف زد شجره‌نامشو درآورد

چرا چون درس ندارم همه فکر میکنن دیگه کلاً بیکارم؟
ملعونا همه کارام مونده دست از سرم بردارین

خیلی جمعست امروز
حوصله هیچ کاریو ندارم و نمیتونم از تخت کنده بشم

تا فردا میتونم بشینم یه گوشه و غر بزنم ولی نه

ننم هزار تا کار میسپره بعد میگه برای فلان کلاست تمرین نکردیا از صبحهپزمخرمهزمهزپه

@weeklythevoid
Sick as the mind of the motherfucking kid that's behind
All this commotion, emotions run deep as oceans explodin'
Tempers flarin' from parents, just blow 'em off and keep goin'
Not takin' nothin' from no one, give 'em hell long as I'm breathin'

چرا امروز تموم نمیشه
کافیه دیگه به اندازه کافی قدرتتو نشون دادی حالا جمع کن برو

CW: break-up
"I've had enough", I shouted and slammed the door. As I stepped out, I saw the neighbors staring at me like they've never seen me before. I ignored them and headed to the destination I had in mind.
I was still furious for what happened earlier but noticed it was slightly changing to sadness.
The weather was gloomy and a cold breeze was blowing. People were rushing to their houses. But me, I don't really have a house, I don't belong anywhere.
The moment I sat on the bench we used to sit when we came to this park, a tear dropped from my eyes. I couldn't pretend that everything was ok anymore. I couldn't ignore the fact that everything between us has finished since long time ago.
All the memories we had was being reviewed. The days that I thought I'm living my best life, the nights I repeated to myself I can't be more lucky before going to sleep, the evenings I dashed home because she was waiting for me. It was hard to believe those days are over and what's left is the ash of our memories. It was unbelievable that someone who I called my angel once is now my worst nightmare.
Maybe she is right and I'm the guilty one. Reason? A person can't change this much during a quite short time.
I felt like someone was trying to choke me. Going back home was the only solution I could think to. The road seemed so long and I couldn't walk properly. I felt like a criminal who was going to be executed in a few moments.
When I arrived she had already left. There was a note on the table which said:
"I still love you."
#S

ارتباط برقرار کردن خیلی سخته.
فکر کنم تنها کسی ام که یدونه ارتباط بدون ناامید کردن طرف مقابلش نداره😂

Anytime I wakeup I choose violence

دوستان میدونید هالزی امشب تو استانبول کنسرت داره؟
اگه نمیدونید بدونید
اگه میدونستید یادآوری بشه