🤩🤩🤩 I am so excited 🌟
🤩🤩🤩 about what's waiting 🌟
🤩🤩🤩 for me this autumn 🌟

🍵⭐️I've always felt like a ghost, like someone that doesn't quite belong anywhere. My classmates (and now groupmates) could easily survive without me. I'm often unnoticed, overlooked for some reason.

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
[🤩];; so this university year is going to be special, remarkable, unique. I have given up on crawling out of my skin while trying to draw at least an ounce of their attention to my persona. If they need me, they'll notice me.

🍵//🪴//🐛 Sometimes, childishness doesn’t equal immaturity. Being childish isn’t always about acting silly or goofy. Sometimes, it means being genuinely curious about how the world works. So don't abandon your inner children, folks 🦡

better days are coming 🕰

Oh, and I'm 🍎🐸🦝🍎🍨🐬 that's just the way the world works
It ain't ✨✨✨✨✨,
it ain't ✨✨✨✨✨✨,
it ain't ✨✨✨✨✨
🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺
Oh, and I'm 🍎🐸🦝🍎🍨🐬 that's just the way the world works
But I think that it could work for
❤️ 🤩🤩🤩and 🤩🤩❤️
🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺
Just wait and see
It's 🤩🤩🤩 the end of the story

© Conan Gray — "The Story"
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Either way, we're not ✨✨✨✨✨
I'll find a 🐣🐘🐺 place to be from

© Phoebe Bridgers —
I Know The End
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Maybe in another life, I wasn’t so sensitive. But that version of me would be a stranger —
☆ 🔤🔤🔤🔤🔤 where I feel deeply,
☆ 🔤🔤🔤🔤🔤 where I create wildly,
☆ 🔤🔤🔤🔤🔤🔤🔤 where I love fiercely

She wouldn’t know the color of longing or the weight of a memory.
She wouldn’t understand poetry

🤩🤩🌟And in the end—
🤩🤩🤩I think I’d rather be
🤩🤩🤩exactly who I am:
🤩🤩🤩tender, loud, full of feeling...
even when it hurts

never underestimate the power and meaning of little things 🤩

I love looking out of the window and watching trams pass by 🚃🚃🚃

🌟 video by The Waiting Room
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🌷🌷 no word will ever be
🌷🌷 enough to say how much I enjoy being in the nature and watching quiet moments unfold right before my eyes

🐬arling, 🐅ell 🐭e

◌  ミ🍁𓂃⁩  ★  🌟ᵎᵎ₊  ˚  ִֶָ  ◌  🌟✩

How did we go from being lost in the dust piled up under my bed
To saying all the things we never thought would ever be said?
Darling, tell me: is it a lucky coincidence or a sign of Fate?
But why do I have a feeling the stars aligned in Space?..

Now I scream your name off rooftops and it echoes from billboards.
It's pure music to my ears, and you have gotten all the right chords.
You're a true artist but you aren't playing somebody else's role.
Even if broken, you're yourself, with light leaking from every hole.

Darling, do tell me: how can every chat with you last exactly forever?
It's like it's been ages since we made a book of jokes in September.
The story must go on — there are still so many chapters to write,
Yet I know there are secret whispers let out and lost to the night...

So, let us close our eyes and imagine we aren't many miles away.
Darling, I'm telling you why I don't want this fantasy to ever fade:
You mean the world to me, even if I haven't discovered it all.
And your arms are the only ones I would trust to catch me if I fall.

◌  ミ🍁𓂃⁩  ★  🌟ᵎᵎ₊  ˚  ִֶָ  ◌  🌟✩

09.09.2025
#poems@waitrm

my favourite example of
〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️:
cat people

it's kind of fascinating how every person who truly loves cats is going to do their best to help another one who likes cats just as much*

🌟🌟 live ✨
🌟🌟 laugh ✨
🌟🌟 love ✨
🌟🌟 〰️〰️〰️〰️
*from my personal experience

🌟🌟 so what if I find everything
🌟🌟 absolutely captivating and
🌟🌟 worth capturing?

🔤verything is ✨✨✨✨✨,
but it's alright,
🔤ou're the 🏝🐣🦁🛥 good thing
in my life
🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
© Cigarettes Aftex Sex — "You're The Only Good Thing I my Life"
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🕯🕯🕯 unfortunately, I'm going
🕯🕯🕯 through a pretty rough
🕯🕯🕯 patch right now. I'm not sure I want to discuss the whole problem but I'll just remind you to, please, never be afraid to stand up for yourself.

🌟🌟 🌟🔤 🔤ove
🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀

I love the way trees — these magnificent giants — sway in the wind.
I love the way the green blades of grass grow towards the sun.
I love how I have always wondered what there was and what there is,
What happened many years ago and what the earth will become...

I love how dinosaurs aren't forgotten — they live in our hearts,
In the passion, which lights up our eyes and makes us glow.
I love how memories shape us instead of tearing our bodies apart,
How they always turn into the foundation, the very corner stone.

I love the way the world feels softer in the first faint light of dawn —
A gentle reminder that there's always going to be another day,
And it doesn't really matter if you spend it crying in fear or awe —
Every feeling is valid, every feeling is normal, so it shall be okay.

I love watching the waves cling desperately to the shore
As if to a hand they once rejected but the one that they now need.
I love the quiet power of sand castles: they're ready for a war.
But these yellow walls will never witness crimes and deceit...

I love the way people assign meanings to seemingly unimportant things —
Simple numbers become the bearers of good news, support, and love;
We wish on falling stars, cry when we hear a song on violins,
And wholeheartedly believe everything has been sent to us from above.

I'll let this love become the red thread that ties all my poetry together
Into one book about the quiet life of a weirdly familiar stranger
Who finds calmness on any day, anywhere, in any weather
And stays true to herself, and nothing is going to change her.

🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀
17.09.2025
#poems@waitrm

🌟 I think, there are quite a few
🦝🐘🍎🐿🍊🐣🐿
why I have so many hobbies/interests
🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

1️⃣🫗I always feel like our life is too short and you should try everything that can bring you happiness/new experience/emotions in general (as long as it's legal, obviously)

2️⃣🫗I want to be remembered. Maybe not as a famous poet or photographer or linguist or whatever else but as someone who was truly passionate about something.

3️⃣🫗I feel too much and I want to express my feelings openly because I fear that if I don't I'll just end up exploding

4️⃣🫗I have a feeling I experience the world in a different way for some reason. It may sound weird but hear me out: I notice too many things and I really am willing to find beauty in everyday moments