But oh God, she didn't even knew what she'll face.
All the secrets she didn't knew, got revealed just within all this months, she got too much of this trauma, yet she was strictly said to not to tell about that, not even higher staff about her new position as scientist, Harley doesn't want another arguments with this three. Eddie, Stella and Leith, they really are getting under his nerves, hm? Even if they'll find out it by themselves, he'll still have to listen it all, he understood. But, better it to be found by themselves, rather than it to be spilled, or else bad consequences will await her.
Now, CJ had forcefully be under Harley's influence and pressure. Sick bastard, and he does it for his scientific goals...
Still, she's not so often with him, don't think like that, Harley has much more important individuals to have job with.
All those..experiments..children..gross.
Within everyday, within every second of passing operation with this experiments - she was getting afraid. Afraid that her sister will be included into that horrifying experience..gross.
All she needed to do was being silent.

But when Leith,Stella and Eddie found out about it, they discussed it also with CJ, like - why didn't you told us?! We're the one who give you such job.
She knew, if she'll tell everything how it is, Harley will have problems, but hey, he threatened her a lot, scared her a lot.
She.. She just said 'i accepted it. I took it. That means i work with it. And.. I'm fine with that. I just... I just need to get used to it. I can give purpose, i can give meaning..i can.. Do better.'

Hopefully for her and for Harley, nothing bad happened. Damn, they almost loose their best worker of all years,let's hope she won't fail at any moment.

Two years pass like that, somehow CJ gets used to it, not quite well but still, just..something uncommon each passing day.
Yet, she kept smiling, like how once her parents told. Why... Why she keeps this foolish and unnecessary smile on her stupid face? Is he really happy about what's going on? She's so ignorant huh?
That annoys. Annoys especially Harley, get rid off this stupid smile, learn what you'll face.
Fortunately for her Harley could achieve so much better.

Then horrible event happened with her. Harley got results of Lily, her younger sister.
She passed all tests excellent.. What a shame to not to use such mind for better.
Yeah, you get it right, they're gonna experiment on her.
But, somehow, Harley also wanted to give CJ a GOOD lesson, to stop CARING. he understood already well that her sister is her only weakness, and that weakness is 'caring too much.' But if you loose what you care about so much, you'll stop caring at all. That's what he needed from CJ. Apathy to almost everything.

....
When CJ was told about it, she went into Harley's office so fast that she dared to yell.
'Doctor! Please Doctor. Please don't use her.. Don't..please..please.. I beg you! Doctor please! You can use me! My mind is more intelligent and useful for your experiments!'
Doctor doesn't seem to care about it much, he simply and strictly just looks into her soul.
'Your mind is still useful for our scientific achievements... As well as your sister, it can prove how well you'll be able to demonstrate your real skills you've been holding too much in yourself. That's necessary.'

'But.. Please.. No- it's.. It can't be-'

'You seem to forget the rules that factory holds, weren't you aaallll this years were loyal to them, hm? Not hesitating to report your colleagues..not hesitating to do what you've told.. Not even hesitated even do those experiments. A true wolf in sheep's clothing indeed.'

'...' She's silent, the truth is real.. Too real to even confirm it.

'The rules say: 'do what you're told, and don't ask questions.' I don't see you doing so. Or do you want me to report about your fails and not obeying the rules of those higher people who's words are law for you?'

CJ is still silent, she looks at floor, without knowing how to respond.

'I've covered your back for too long already, and that's how grateful you're being? I gave you PURPOSE... I gave you MEANING in this life. SOMETHING that will make you WORTH to help this factory, this staff, this children... The whole humanity.'

Sawyer kept doing it, kept saying it all.. That's too painful to listen.

'...'
'You're gonna participate in this operation.'

This words were like a shoot in her heart.
She wanted to object but-
Harley turned his head towards her, looking through her eyes, likely saying 'i dare you, dare you to object.'

She shakes, her eyes shake, her hands.. All her whole being. With swallowed words she says:
'I...got it...'

She was just forced into making experiment out of her OWN SISTER.

'Excellent. Now, get back to your work and prepare everything what's needed.'

After.. That. After experiment. After operation, she.. She really stopped to care. Those screams of her sister, the tears and pain. CJ couldn't contain herself from crying, she really did, while Harley just silently watched it and smiled to himself...psychopath.

It went successful in many ways.
CJ proved her skills, her intelligence.
And Harley managed to make her finally stop holding onto 'caring' and being apathic.

Ну чтош.

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