When you have to continuously snap yourself out of the fake fantasies you’re making cuz you realise it's triggering your dopamine levels, causing you to get excited about something that isn't even there. And when you’re met with reality, it hits hard.
I'm aware that time is moving fast and i should start getting my life together but i can't seem to care enough about life to do anything about it so nothing ever happens
No one works harder than a girl who realized there's no one coming to save her and she has to be the one who's going to build her dream life.
When someone calls me heartless, but they have never seen me praying for god bc i didn't know what was wrong with me.
I want to get better and i want to get worse but i dont want either of them enough to do it.
The older i get, the more i understand why some people choose to disappear and live a quiet, private life.