A couple of days have passed since we buried Osya. On our property, there’s a very large "family" oak tree, and his body rests right beneath it. Our whole family will meet him on the other side someday.
My parents are struggling to come to terms with this... They’ve decided to get a second cat and be a million times more careful than before. Everyone has their own way of coping with grief, but if this makes it easier for them, then why not...
I’ve almost moved past this loss, though sometimes I still cry in the evenings, especially if I accidentally come across his photo in my gallery... The only thing I can do for my own peace of mind is to watch over my second cat more carefully and love him even more.
I’ll try to get back into my work routine soon and post more often.



Прошло пару дней с тех пор, как мы похоронили Осю. На нашем участке есть очень большой "семейный" дуб и его тело упокоенно именно под ним. Вся наша семья когда-нибудь встретится с ним на том свете.
Моим родителям сложно смирится с этим... Ими было принято решение взять второго кота и быть в миллион раз внимательнее чем прежде. У всех разные методы справляться с горем, но если им так будет проще, то почему бы и нет...
Я почти пережила эту утрату, хоть иногда я и плачу по вечерам, особенно если случайно вижу его фото в галерее... Единственное, что я могу сделать для своего спокойствия это внимательнее следить за моим вторым котом и любить его ещё сильнее.
Я постараюсь скоро влиться в свои рабочие процессы и чаще выкладывать посты.

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Good news... I FINALLY MOVED ABSOLUTELY ALL MY STUFF AND ALL THE FUR FOR WORKING ON FURSUITS!
It was very long and hard...
There will be a lot of work processes soon, heh


Хорошая новость... Я НАКОНЕЦ-ТО ПЕРЕВЕЗЛА АБСОЛЮТНО ВСЕ ВЕЩИ И ВЕСЬ МЕХ ДЛЯ РАБОТЫ НАД ФУРСЬЮТАМИ!
Это было очень долго и сложно...
Скоро будет очень много процессов работ, хы

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I... don't know what to do.
Lately I feel just awful
I do everything as usual and I always managed to do everything, never had any problems
Now something is wrong or something is clearly wrong with me...
In recent orders I redid the same details several times and threw away and rejected a bunch of failed things so many times
A recent bald spot when I tried to cut the fur made me so furious that out of anger I tore everything apart
The ears on one of the orders were flying into the trash like 2 times, on the 3rd they were also mercilessly torn apart
I don't know what to do
I have a SMAAAALL suspicion that because of personally quitting the antidepressants, which I stopped taking 3 months ago – all my symptoms are coming back.
Just don't judge me.
I didn't want to go to that doctor I was going to, and I can't find a new one in Moscow, or rather I don't want to yet (although I need to)
Actually it's a very long story... I will urgently need to deal with this
But right now I just dumbly don't know what to do...

I'M IN HEAVEN