My understanding of happiness was completely different from how other people saw it, and it started bothering me. I couldn't sleep at night, it drove me crazy. So how did I feel? Was I happy or not?
— Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human
— Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human
“As can be easily imagined, a youth like myself came to entertain two opposing forms of power wishes. In history I enjoyed the descriptions of tyrants. I saw myself as a stuttering, taciturn tyrant; my retainers would hang on every expression that passed over my face and would live both day and night in fear and trembling of me. There is no need to justify my cruelty in clear, smooth words. My taciturnity alone was sufficient to justify every manner of cruelty.”
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The stuttering Zen acolyte Mizoguchi, in the 1956 novel The Temple of the Golden Pavilion (Y. M.)
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The stuttering Zen acolyte Mizoguchi, in the 1956 novel The Temple of the Golden Pavilion (Y. M.)
The heartland of cannabis in Kazakstan is the Chuy Valley that lies Kazakstan; it is estimated that up to 400,000 hectares of (mostly wild) cannabis grows there, accounting for around one-third of the available fertile soil and over 10% of the total area of the valley—possibly the largest cannabis fields in the world.
In a strange room you must empty yourself for sleep. And before you are emptied for sleep, what are you. And when you are emptied for sleep, you are not. And when you are filled with sleep you never were. I don’t know what I am. I don’t know if I am or not. And then I must be, or I could not empty myself for sleep in a strange room. And so if I am not emptied yet, I am is.
- William Faulkner, As I Lay Dying
- William Faulkner, As I Lay Dying