I have always shook with fright before human beings. Unable as I was to feel the least particle of confidence in my ability to speak and act like a human being, I kept my solitary agonies locked in my breast. I kept my melancholy and my agitation hidden, careful lest any trace should be left exposed. I feigned an innocent optimism; I gradually perfected myself in the role of the farcical eccentric.
— Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human
— Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human
A man sometimes devotes his life to a desire which he is not sure will ever be fulfilled. Those who laugh at this folly are, after all, no more than mere spectators of life.
― Ryūnosuke Akutagawa, Rashomon and Other Stories
― Ryūnosuke Akutagawa, Rashomon and Other Stories
My understanding of happiness was completely different from how other people saw it, and it started bothering me. I couldn't sleep at night, it drove me crazy. So how did I feel? Was I happy or not?
— Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human
— Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human