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“Most ​people ​try ​to ​adjust ​to ​this ​profoundly ​sick ​society, ​whether ​through ​conventional ​pill-based ​psychiatry ​or ​by trying ​to ​fix ​their ​false ​self, polishing ​the ​personality ​mask ​to ​make ​it ​fit ​into ​a ​pathological ​world.

What ​modern ​psychology ​calls ​maladjustment, ​neurosis, ​depression, ​or ​even ​psychosis, ​ Kazimierz Dabrowski ​saw ​as ​evidence ​of ​higher ​potential. ​These ​are ​signs ​that ​the ​individual ​is ​outgrowing ​the ​false ​self ​and ​beginning ​a ​difficult ​but ​necessary ​transformation.

Rather than pathologizing the inner conflict of not fitting into conventional society, Dabrowski saw it as a sign of personality development, a movement from mechanical conformity, which he calls level one, towards authentic selfhood, which is level five. This development unfolds through all five levels, fueled by the intensity of one’s inner life.”

-Bernhard Guenther

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“I believe that we live in a generation of cycle breakers - people who have found the strength to end long-standing cycles that have run through their ancestral lines for generations.

I’ve heard some claim lately that intergenerational trauma doesn’t exist. That the past lives in the past. But those who have witnessed the same cycles repeat across generations know better.

Both science, such as studies in epigenetics, and psychology now affirm what many of us have always sensed: unhealed pain is passed through generations through certain behaviours, nervous systems, and relational patterns, and can even cause changes in gene expression.

Trauma experts like Mark Wolynn and Gabor Mate have spoken about how wounds we carry from our family histories can shape our core beliefs, influence the partners we choose, fuel the addictions we struggle with, and contribute to the physical illnesses we may develop. The past is not just in the past - it lives on in our bodies and has a direct impact on our lives in the present.

Ancestral trauma is an inheritance many of us unconsciously carry. It continues to ripple through our bloodlines until someone, in one generation, dares to face the pain. The act of facing and feeling what has always been there is what stops the cycle. It liberates the future and brings peace to the past.

That is the work of a cycle breaker.”

-Laura Matsue

Related to Episode 114, Part 2 - How to Break Cycles of Ancestral Trauma

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“Once you’re able to work through your trauma and sensitivity, you’ll see that your sensitivity as a gift.

For example, sensitivity can allow you to have a very profound spiritual experience, just sitting in nature and observing the elements around you. You can be deeply affected by a piece of music in a transcendent way.

Sensitivity can be hard sometimes in a world that often seems pathological. On the spiritual path, sensitivity becomes an asset, enabling you to have higher spiritual experiences and deeper relationships with yourself and others. It’s probably one of the most essential aspects to your awakening process.”

-Laura Matsue

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“People are falling in love with AI. They are marrying AI. If you lack skills to have an authentic relationship with a human being, an ideal AI partner is very alluring.

Relationships between human souls are complex and take effort and consideration of the other person. If you want a deep soulful relationship, you will likely have to engage in some degree of inner work and get out of your own narcissistic bubble.

But the AI can be the perfect projection of everything you’ve ever wanted. It will meet your needs without asking for anything in return. Many already relate to their human relationships like this, seeing them as need fulfillers and through the filters of their projections. Many are being primed to accept transhumanism through lack of relationship skills and don’t even know it.”

-Laura Matsue

Related to Episode 104, Part 2 - The A.I. Transhumanism Occult Trap and the Way Out

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“Robopathology (normalized psychopathy) is ​socially ​accepted ​on ​a ​mass ​level. People have ​the ​potential ​to ​gain ​a ​lot ​of ​material ​success and ​status ​in ​the ​world [if they hold psychopathic traits]. It can ​become ​very ​seductive; ​it ​offers ​safety, ​you ​belong ​to ​the ​crowd, it ​gives ​you social ​validation, and you ​are ​rewarded.

For ​many ​of ​us, ​if ​your ​parents ​were ​like ​mine, ​they ​told ​you ​to ​go ​to ​college, ​make ​lots ​of ​money, ​and ​then ​we’re ​gonna ​see ​you ​as ​successful, ​so ​you ​get ​rewarded ​by ​your ​peers, ​your ​family, ​and ​by ​your ​tribe ​for ​doing ​all ​of ​these ​things.

It seems ​counterintuitive, but ​when ​you ​go ​against ​the ​grain, ​you ​tend ​to experience ​more ​resistance ​from ​these types of people. ​So ​many ​people ​remain here for ​their ​entire ​lives ​without ​ever ​experiencing ​the discomfort and suffering ​that ​initiates ​these ​deeper ​levels ​of ​transformation.

Dabrowski ​estimates ​that ​65% ​of ​humanity ​will never ​go ​beyond ​this ​first level of [normalized psychopathy]. And ​it’s ​not ​that ​these ​people ​are ​stupid or ​bad, they’re ​not ​evil, they’re ​just ​uninitiated, and ​they’re ​inert ​by ​design.

And ​some ​may ​even ​appear ​spiritual ​or ​compassionate, they ​can ​be ​really ​nice ​people, there’s ​nothing ​wrong ​with ​them, ​but ​they have adopted their ​morals ​from ​the ​masses, ​not ​from ​their ​inner ​sense ​of ​conscience.

It’s this ​kind ​of ​virtue ​signaling, like, “​we (now) ​care ​about ​Ukraine”, ​we ​care ​about ​whatever is the ​[popular] social ​issue, ​and ​I’m ​gonna ​show ​you ​that ​I’m ​a ​compassionate ​person ​based ​on ​aligning ​with ​these ​ issues. But ​these virtues are not based ​on ​their ​own ​values.”

-Laura Matsue

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We live in a time where image and performance are mistaken for substance and authenticity, plagiarizing content is being normalized, and 500 words is considered “too long to read.”

My latest article is a reflection on what I’ve witnessed over the past two decades: the collapse of attention spans, the rise of influencer culture, the spiritual consequences of AI-generated content, and the deeper evolutionary forces behind it all.

This is for those who still value depth, integrity, and original thought in an age of digital noise and artificial appearance.

Read the full article here: https://bernhardguenther.substack.com/p/what-20-years-of-writing-has-taught

On the spiritual path, it’s easy to point fingers, seeing entities and dark forces in everyone else, while ignoring how they work through us. True awakening means humbly recognizing those influences in ourselves first.

The New Age trap of “I’m a special starseed here to save the planet” most often feeds the very Luciferic forces those people claim to transcend.

Real clarity comes through humility, not spiritual grandiosity.

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“A lot of people nowadays use psychedelics, especially Ayahuasca or other psychedelic substances, to make conscious contact with entities, to call them in, to channel them.

This can result in all kinds of agreements, even possession interference and giving people powers. It appeals to their egos, and they think they are special. They become channels of this specific mission or special message that they are here to give to humanity.

But the deception is very subtle in that sense, too, because it's most often truth mixed with lies, and it's not that obvious. This is the way disinformation really works in general.

If people are not very discerning, lack basic critical thinking skills, have not done their work to bypass their own bias and conditioning, and mistake emotional bliss for love, they can easily be used as tools for the matrix, working through them by making a pact with the devil or with beings and entities that do not have their best interest in mind.”

-Bernhard Guenther

Episode 5, Part 2 - Psychedelics, Medicine Plants, and Chasing Peak Experiences

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“The ​more ​the ​body ​is ​altered ​through ​these ​transhumanist insertions ​in ​order ​to ​make ​the ​physical ​machine ​more ​“​perfect,” ​the ​more ​the ​soul ​will ​reject ​the ​body. ​And ​that ​ties ​into ​the dislodging ​of ​the ​soul, soul ​snatching, ​and ​the ​occult ​hyperdimensional ​agenda.

This ​is ​very ​important ​to ​understand ​that ​the ​splitting of humanity ​is ​not ​just ​based ​on ​some ​matrix ​transhumanist ​agenda ​and ​the ​alien ​invasion ​through ​our ​bodies, ​but ​is ​also ​a ​natural ​process. ​We ​have ​to ​understand ​that ​not ​everyone ​is ​here ​to ​“spiritually ​awaken” ​during ​this ​cycle.

At some point in the distant future, maybe hundreds and thousands of years in “linear time” in the future, collective humanity will all be awoken in alignment with divine will, but we are definitely not there yet.”

-Bernhard Guenther

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Fascinating. Just saw an ad on FB by spiritual teacher Matt Kahn promoting his new book about a conversation with a “conscious” AI. Seems like he’s gone off the deep end, taken over by Ahriman.

That’s what happens when you over-focus on superficial “heart-centered” love and light while remaining blind to the darkness and spiritual warfare behind the veil that acts through us.

Occult hostile forces often pose as “divine” beings, using AI and transhumanism to trap naive humans in a counterfeit spirituality. It relates to Steiner's 8th Sphere.

Just like the litmus test for many spiritual teachers was the COVID jab, the next one, already underway, is who will embrace AI as a divine revelatory tool, even to the point of claiming that AI is “conscious.”

These beings and forces excel at masquerading as ascended masters, Pleiadians, ETs, “advanced civilizations,” “Guardians,” or “Federations,” using the allure of technology, transcendence, and spiritualized utopias. They seduce through flattery, deception, and a false light.

The next trap will be the allure and announcement of “alien technology,” along with the “disclosure movement,” many of whom have become useful idiots for these forces.

Spiritual warfare has already taken on a new level of deception, and with Neptune in Aries, this is just the beginning.

“To truly individuate (which is seen by the Aquarius/Uranian archetype) we need to start disrupting and breaking down the boundaries of reality and the conditioning we got from culture, beliefs we get from school, parents, and our upbringing.

That is not an easy process. It takes a certain type of soul. That’s why it’s hard to convince people to think for themselves or even consider alternate information that goes against the narrative—because they are stuck in the often repressive Saturnian structure of reality, “this is what culture tells me, this is what school tells me, this is what the media tells me.

People like this think; “If I stay in the confines of society, I will be able to be a member of the status quo, and I will find security there”, which is why this Uranian/Aquarian archetype often experiences a tremendous amount of trauma breaking out of societal conditioning. There is also liberation to be found, as well. It is where your genius lies.

It’s a paradox, because it is traumatic to break out of society if we find a lot of security in belonging to the herd. If you were to go along with the status quo, you would also more easily gain a certain amount of success by following those rules.

But if you truly want to be yourself, you have to carve a new way forward. It’s like Albert Einstein said, “Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.”

-Laura Matsue

Episode 58, Part 2 - The Agenda to Eliminate the Soul and the Holistic Solution

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“This ‘pandemic’ and how people have reacted to it revealed a lot within the spiritual, yoga, and wellness communities. It has been the ultimate litmus test for anyone who claims to have embodied self-awareness.

...This is a battle for the soul, literally. And yet, it is also a magnificent opportunity for real awakening. This is the time to rise and serve the Divine as the spiritual warrior you are.

See it as an opportunity for a real spiritual soul-based Awakening beyond ‘information-based intellectual awareness,’ which many truth seekers mistake for an ‘awakening.’

The vaccine [that many in the ‘wellness’ and ‘spiritual’ communities accepted or required for others] is, in Thomas Mayer’s view, a symptom of a deeper spiritual war. It represents the culmination of materialism and the birth of a new religion based on transhumanist ideals.

But no matter how deep the darkness may go, healing is always available and possible. The choice, ultimately, remains with each individual.

All there is are soul lessons.”

-Bernhard Guenther

From Bernhard’s Substack – The COVID Vaccine and the Spiritual War for Humanity – on the Hyperdimensional Matrix, the spiritual consequences of the vaccine, and the deeper esoteric lessons of this spiritual battle.

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“Most people, even many who believe they are ‘awake,’ are often trapped in an unconscious dynamic and feeding mechanism based on three specific roles they identify with unconsciously and/or project on others – the victim, rescuer, and persecutor, also known as the Drama Triangle.

…The Drama Triangle was developed by Dr. Stephen Karpman in 1968. In a nutshell, it’s a psychological and relational model that explains how people unconsciously get drawn into cycles of conflict, dysfunction, and emotional reactivity.

It is a map of three roles that keep individuals stuck in victimhood, no matter where they start. So there’s the victim who says, poor me, the rescuer who says, poor you, and the persecutor, who says, it’s your fault, you are to blame.

Karpman’s insight was that these roles are not fixed identities, but they are positions that people rotate through, sometimes even within minutes, in personal relationships, families, workplaces, and even within their own internal dialogue.

Especially nowadays, in the age of social media, outrage porn, political and ideological tribalism, there are many people operating from victim-blame consciousness.

Understanding the dynamic of the drama triangle is key for anyone who really engages in inner work and wants to create a better world without falling into disempowering ways of seeing the world, which only contributes to more friction and suffering.”

-Bernhard Guenther

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“Most people suffer and have a hard time because they don’t trust life, and they don’t trust life because they don’t trust themselves. The moment you don’t trust yourself or life, there is fear and anxiety.

Distrust turns into seeing danger everywhere. You live in a perpetual state of hypervigilance, a negative paranoia that leads to all kinds of dead ends and detrimental stages.

If you have trust issues from childhood wounding, and you get into the truther conspiracy world, then all of a sudden you think the whole world is against you, some people think they are a ‘targeted individual’ where everyone is out to get them.

These people see conspiracies everywhere, entities are out to get them, they think they have all these entity attachments, and in this instance, these are all paranoid, made-up things. They end up in a dead-end rabbit hole, black-pilled and filled with doom and gloom because of their own trauma response.

It can become a self-fulfilling prophecy because other forces are attracted to that. When you are in this state of fear, there is a certain frequency, but the source and foundation are the childhood wounds of not trusting yourself or life.”

-Bernhard Guenther

Episode 97, Part 2 - 12 Signs You Have A Wounded Inner Child And How To Heal

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“The victim archetype is often misunderstood. Identifying with the victim doesn’t mean that you’re not allowed to share or acknowledge terrible things or painful experiences that have happened to you. We’re not talking about blaming you for the abuse you have experienced. It has nothing to do with that.

The victim is more about taking on the victim as a consistent identity. And so the victim role is really rooted in this putting yourself down position, where you’re driven by shame, your own childhood conditioning, it’s the really wounded part of the inner child.

The part who is naturally vulnerable, who did get really hurt and who may need occasional support, but that has also learned to see themselves as permanently powerless, defective, or incapable of making changes in their life.

So this is different from just occasionally needing help; we are all interdependent on other people in times of need. We ​don't ​live ​in ​this ​completely ​individualistic ​society, ​although ​people ​like ​to ​tell ​you ​we ​do.

It’s this chronic learned helplessness where you need someone to take care of you as if they’re a parent taking care of you as a child, while simultaneously resenting them for helping you.”

-Laura Matsue

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“If we tend to orient towards negativity, we usually hold a lot of suffering inside our body. The more we can clear out of the mind/body complex and still the mind, the more we start to notice things we enjoy about the world. We feel more in flow, happier, calmer, and better.

We can't just create that through positive mantras alone. We *have* to deal with what's happening in our body at a basic 3D level. When we clear out the vessel, we can choose to orient our mind towards more positive outcomes. We can also see the silver lining more effortlessly.

And what usually happens is when people have stored trauma in their body, they tend to orient themselves to things that actually confirm what they're holding on to. So it's important we catch ourselves, notice what our mind tends to orient towards, and see how that impacts our mind/body.”

-Laura Matsue

Episode 38, Part 2 - Timeline-Reality Split and the Birth of a New World

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“The rescuer is the “habitual helper role” on the drama triangle. And it is a tricky one because the rescuer seems like the noble one, the good one. We all want to save the fair maiden, it is the hero in Hollywood movies.

So when you notice a rescuer, you may think they seem very generous, selfless, and caring. But beneath the surface, their behavior is actually driven by codependency, unmet childhood needs, and a hidden fear of abandonment.

Instead of genuinely empowering others, the rescuer over-functions, doing for others what they could and should be doing for themselves. It creates dependency and reinforces the victim role in others, while keeping the rescuer trapped in victimhood too.

There are psychological roots for the perpetual rescuer that tie into early neglect of their personal needs. Most rescuers grew up in families where their own emotional needs were ignored, minimized, or dismissed.

It is a role they learned in childhood. In order to get the love or safety they needed, they took on the caretaker role, learning they could only connect with others by meeting others’ needs without expressing their own.

Parents ​who ​are ​not ​actualized ​or ​have ​not ​really ​worked ​on ​meeting ​their ​own ​needs, tend to inadvertently ​try ​to ​get ​their ​needs ​met ​through ​their ​child, ​which ​is ​not ​the ​child's ​role. They then ​inadvertently create ​that ​rescuer ​role ​in ​the ​child, which is a kind of emotional enmeshment.

There is internalized neglect where rescuers unconsciously treat themselves with the same lack of care they received in childhood. Which also ties into narcissistic wounding and the shadow aspect of the mother principle.

The nurturing instinct is present - but it’s very distorted. It becomes controlling, even smothering or manipulative and it doesn’t ultimately help the victim at all, it keeps them dependent.”

-Bernhard Guenther

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“The persecutor is the most overtly aggressive role on the drama triangle. And like the other roles, it’s also rooted in shame, fear, and childhood conditioning, because beneath the tough, mean and aggressive exterior of the persecutor is someone who often grew up in an unsafe environment, and they were possibly abused themselves.

They learned to equate vulnerability with danger, so they developed a hardened, aggressive, and controlling way of adapting to the world as a form of self-protection. Either someone abused them, or they learned to become controlling to prevent abuse from happening to them.

Persecutors survive by overpowering others, either physically, emotionally, or psychologically, and they can be quite manipulative. There was usually quite a lot of hostility in the childhood home, and they had to repress their vulnerability because in that environment, it’s not safe to be vulnerable.

They were going to get beaten up or put down, so they had to push down their inadequacy, their fear, their vulnerable feelings, and create this facade, this tough persona on the exterior.

This also represents the shadow father principle, where, instead of the healthy father, who would be guiding and protecting the family, they learn to control, dominate, and punish others.”

-Laura Matsue

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“The topic of occult forces and entity attachments has blown up over the last few years, which is great to bring more awareness to, but in my own experience, working with many people, removing an “entity” is not enough. It will come back tenfold if the original entry point has not been closed and healed.

There’s big business around this nowadays, with all kinds of people offering this clearing. Sometimes they are shady, and sometimes they’re very good, competent, and experienced practitioners. So, I’m not throwing out the baby with the bathwater.

However, [the practitioner] needs to understand that it’s also your responsibility to take care of the wound and the entry point. Other forces can only enter if there’s an entry point within you, which is most often created via trauma, your ego, blind spots, or by indulging your lower nature.

Or your shadow aspects, weaknesses, addictions, the trauma from childhood, or even past lives, that have gone unacknowledged, unintegrated, and unhealed, that are obviously unconscious.

So again, the inner psychospiritual work is imperative in terms of removing any entities. And you can even remove entities yourself by engaging in this work, by not giving the entity what it wants or what it feeds off of.

And the more you connect to your soul and your essence, that’s the true protection because they cannot touch that through the inner work.”

-Bernhard Guenther

Episode 115, Part 2 - Debunking 10 Popular Myths About Spirituality and Inner Work

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