my post are not directed to anybody but if the shoes fits wear it cinderfuckenrella .

hai , ovt .

today is just one of those days , where i miss you terribly and want to talk to you .

if i had one wish , it would be for you to be here and it will always be that wish , always .

telah lama kita tidak bertemu .

tak pernah ku dengar berita tentangmu , apa khabar kamu sayang ?

it's okay that you left , you cannot heal if you are surrounded by someone who making you sicker .

dear me i am sorry , i'm sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others when your own hands were shaking , i'm sorry that i didn't give you enough time to heal , that i let you seal the wounds of everyone else while your own bleeding , i'm sorry that there were days when smiling hurt but you forced yourself to laugh so that no one had to worry about you , i'm sorry that you gave all of your time and effort to people that didn't give the same amount back , i'm sorry that there were nights when you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why and i am so sorry that i did not love you , like you deserved to be loved .

congrats , you replace me with someone new .

please don't underestimate my ability to delete your number and act like i never met you .

i'm not lying when i say i've been stuck by the glue onto you .

apa aku sekurang itu ya ?

i hope my absence haunts you .

i adore you i say and i mean it .

how do i say i miss you in a way that will make your heart ache as mine does .

i love you , but seeing you with other people who can make you more happier made me dodge myself .

and i think i'm gonna love you for a long long time .

i wanna be your favorite destination on the good and bad days .

di kepalaku , kamu adalah matahari ; pusat rindu rindu berotasi .

sitting peacefully in the comfort of my own little room because the world did not in fact end when i was 14 , 15 , or 16 .

karena , engkaulah batas antara imajinasi dan realitas .