Just an update: https://inkbunny.net/j/569653-Olly-where-is-olly

Sorry there's been no art lately. Work hours picked up just for this week (bi-annual inventory so everyone is working weird long overnight shifts) and I've been trying to lock in with school to finish this class a week early so I can have the next two weeks free to draw.

I'll do better...

Yeah so...it turns out that turning off my ADHD via medication is surreal. My brain is silent, it's just gone. But I've learned that my normal impulsiveness that motivates me to do things is also gone. I actually have to say "I'm going to do this thing" and then go do it. I always did art on a whim, and I could sort of control the whim by making my environment favorable for my brain to go "YEAH ART WOOOO!" Now there's just nothing, and I have to now completely rebuild my habits and motivators. I've never experienced such nothingness in my life. Even my emotions are nothing, I don't get as mad at things or as sad or as excited. It's really easy to spend hours sitting in silence because I just never experienced it before. True actual silence. No thoughts. Just nothing.

Thankfully, when I DO say "I want to do this thing," it's easier than ever to just do it. I don't feel like it's a constant multi-hour long fight with myself to do something. It's just done. I finally was able to get myself drawing again the last few days, just bam, tablet out, draw.

I appreciate that you guys are still here, I know I've been absent. I didn't expect medication to be this life-altering. Everything is so different. I'm just learning to adjust still. It gets better every day. I learn and realize more every day. I hope this all leads to a much better change in myself and my productivity.

*teddy bear noises* :3

Comm for Cerebros, a sequel to a previous comm :3

IB: https://inkbunny.net/s/3706363
Baraag: https://baraag.net/@olly/115198771461491910
e621: https://e621.net/posts/5841036

Can't remember if this was ever shared, this is Olly and Rudy sharing a messy kiss after sucking each other off and frotting for a bit ❤️❤️❤️

Art by SolanderDraws

I hate having to post things like this, but when I ignore the problem, sometimes it does not go away.

I do not care who looks at my art. I do care who interacts with me. I do care that my boundaries are respected.

I do not want to interact if you are under 18, or if you hurt people/animals/children IRL. I am very supportive of kinks and paraphilias etc etc etc and people enjoying those things in a fictional setting. What happens in your brain isn't committing a crime.

I, however, am not actually into most of that. I draw and say some dumb things, and I encourage people to be horny because it's fun. Maybe I've been too friendly in that regard. I love cubs because they're cute, I love cartoons and pamps and teddy bears, I love some weird and niche and dark and strange kinks in hyper specific scenarios. I am extremely open about what I like and don't like. All in fiction. All in art. Nothing more.

If you cannot differentiate the stupid shit I draw, with my magical living teddy bear, from real life, get help. I do this for fun. I do this to make dicks hard. I am a stupid, submissive people pleaser to an unhealthy level. I draw things on a range from cutesy SFW to vile, fucked up kinks simply because I can. It is not that deep.

Please respect my boundaries and limits so I can continue to be the fun bear.

Art urge has finally been returning after adjusting meds. Stay tuned. ❤️

The motivation is here, even if miniscule. Sketched this on the train home. Enjoy the pamped bear being very obedient and well behaved X3

Gonna try to stream some Olly doodles tonight just to get back into drawing X3

http://floof.me/stream/Olly

If you're not in stream, just a peek at what you're missing :3

Sketches I did tonight on stream, I'll come back and finish these very, very soon ❤️ I love them all more than I thought I would :3

For clarity: Top right pic is Olly jerking off a strap-on while in chastity :3

I wanna keep the Olly horny doodle train going, but I will inevitably run out of ideas. So now is where OUR bear possibly serves all of you :3

Whatever your biggest kinks are, let me know how Olly can do it for you. What can I draw him doing that will make you cum the hardest? No matter how silly or spicy or extreme or tame.

They'll be SOLO pics only (with some exceptions) but I wanna have him try some new kinks on for size :3 I'm not guaranteeing anything, but I wanna hear things and get some inspiration X3

Either comment here, DM me, or use my anon link @allaboutolly, all are valid :3 When I no longer want ideas, I'll edit or delete this, so if it's here, I'm taking them ❤️

Thanks for the true solo pic suggestion c:

Well, plans changed now. I didn't take commissions for a bit recently because I was holding out for a full time position at work. I was guaranteed the spot, except for a sudden technicality rule no one ever heard of that disqualified me from the start and no one told me until today.

So now that I know my schedule will be open, comms will be opening on Wednesday. Olly doodles probably won't happen, won't have time. More info to come but for now, Wednesday, comms open X3

doing a little streaming late night :3 https://floof.me/stream/olly

I've been really enjoying a few ideas with Olly, like making his dick bigger, putting him in skirts (which I've done before, nothing new there). There was a specific outfit I saw while scrolling tiktok, someone was drawing a femboy outfit on a livestream and I instantly was like "I need to draw Olly in this."

So here he is :3 Ready for a night on the town? Or is he already at the foot of your bed?~

IB: https://inkbunny.net/s/3730620
Baraag: https://baraag.net/@olly/115394638380654583
e621: https://e621.net/posts/5915073

renovating houses with teddy bears c:
https://floof.me/stream/olly