im just barely autistic

any who

i should eat some marias, i got the whim for them

SPLOOT

I don't really like to vent but I really need to get this off my mind.
While everyone is excited for Christmas, I am feeling more and more dreadful the closer it gets because few years ago my abuser beat me and I for once stood up and blocked one of their hits but by doing so they got a bruise, then they ran to everyone saying how I hit them while it was the opposite. Nobody believed I was innocent and all I can hear inside my head is "I never did it" with my voice cracking over and over...

I am literally shaking right now and my mind is racing
I just want this to be over :(

After some time I hate how they came hugging me saying how things were fine and that they "forgive" me
While they did that I just felt enraged and since then I don't really like hugs

Because it reminds me of that very same day

if I were to do this (2024):

• Majora's Mask 3D (new3DSxl)
• Ocarina of Time (Ship of Harkinian)
• Bloons TD6 (Android)
• The Battle Cats (Android)
• Tears of the Kingdom (Ryujinx)
• Cookie Clicker (Android)
• Minecraft (Java)
• Minecraft (Bedrock)
• Various VirtualBoy games (new3DSxl with RedViper)

Roughly in amount of time played

omg I just saw a taxi driver that looks exactly like Dr Phil

Lmao