Nodira - 101 Ways to Stay Sane
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micro-essays on money, meaning, and random observations that keep me happy.

published "Behind the Geniuses of Literature," "101 Teenagers of Uzbekistan" (@Sunny_Youth) & a few articles)
UGRAD’26 US exchange finalist
also write poems sometimes
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I don’t like your fashion business, mister.
I don’t like these drugs that keep you thin.
I don’t like what happened to my sister.
First, we take Manhattan. Then we take Berlin.

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today trotted and galloped on Albus for like an hour (i had Aaron the other day)

instructor stopped helping and is letting me enjoy the time with him on my own now

the funny thing is, once you get off the horse your legs get so wobbly and seem much shorter lol.
the noodle legs walk is so real, you literally feel like a cartoon character trying to remember how gravity works on solid ground after an hour up there😱
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today trotted and galloped on Albus for like an hour (i had Aaron the other day) instructor stopped helping and is letting me enjoy the time with him on my own now the funny thing is, once you get off the horse your legs get so wobbly and seem much shorter…
еще раз убеждаюсь how much your physical health drags your mental health down with it

last week i had flu, so couldn’t do much but sleep and drink hot tea lol. almost no physical activity at all.

everyone kept saying i got so much quieter and sadder lol

then once i got better, started working out, swimming, riding, walking

i feel SO MUCH better and more productive at work too.
suddenly people stopped annoying me ahahah
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today read that when iran banned food exports back in march, it hit tajikistan hard, since iran's ports are tajikistan's shortest route to the sea. got me thinking about how much of central asia's trade position right now comes down to just... well, not picking a side.

the region's landlocked, so it has always needed a patron. used to be russia up north or iran down south. but over the last few years it stopped choosing. now there's a route out in every direction, russia's, iran's, a caspian route west into europe (the "middle corridor"), and a new $7b+ railway being built southeast through afghanistan into pakistan. (we building railroads while oil's spiking and everyone talking about the strait of hormuz)

so when iran's route breaks, trade for us doesn't stop, it just shifts west. the middle corridor grew almost 11% in 2025, another 10% is projected for 2026. uzbekistan's own transit cargo hit 15+ million tons in 2025, much higher than previous years.

this is basically taleb's optionality, or munger's toll bridge if you want it blunter. goes as,
you don't need to guess who wins a war if you own the only bridge out. so, the smart thing to do for central asia is, instead of betting on iran or russia, just collecting a toll off whichever route survives.

the catch is this window closes the moment these wars end, so the payoff only sticks if the region builds something permanent while it's still open. maybe that's the real skill for a small country stuck between empires, never picking a winner but always owning a road no matter which one does.

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i find august to be the most peaceful month of all

it passes fast, yet it’s the one you get to savor the most before the tumult of fall starts

it always feels like a preparation for a new chapter, going inward before going full work


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when i was reading east of eden back in june, the word "timshel" kept coming back throughout the book.

the translation of it, "thou mayest," gives a person choice. the choice to either lead life the way you want or to succumb to the events in life and let them dictate it for you.
meaning, it admits that your current state might be the most miserable, or that the background you came from might have put you at a great disadvantage. it all matters, sure. some people have it better from the get-go.
but what you do next is always up to you.

the word comes from the story of cain and abel. god warns cain that sin is crouching at his door, and then says something about it that translators could never fully agree on. one version reads "thou shalt rule over sin," which makes it a promise. another reads "do thou rule over sin," which makes it an order. in the book one of the characters gets so hung up on the difference that he brings it to a group of old scholars, and they spend two years on hebrew just to settle which one is right. the answer they land on is neither. the actual word is timshel. thou mayest.

that one word makes a whole lot of difference. a promise takes the outcome out of your hands. an order does the same from the other side. "thou mayest" tho just leaves the door open and hands you the responsibility of walking through it. you may rule over sin. which also means you may not. it's on you either way.
and i love how it contrasts with the way people make free will sound like a comforting idea. it isn't very comforting. if the way is always open, there's no one left to blame when you don't take it. no fate, no background, no bad hand that fully explains where you end up. those things load the dice but they don't roll them for you.

maybe heavier to sit with but also the most freeing thing to let it sink in. you can come from nothing and still owe your life to the choices you made.
so, thou mayest.


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“нам хочется считать, что наша жизнь это большой-большой роман.
а на самом деле, она сборник рассказов. один рассказ лучше, другой хуже.
у каждого своя кульминация и финал.”

from смешарики
(there’s smth absolutely timeless and kind about this cartoon. you sure it’s made for kids only?)

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wanted to update on whatever i’m doing, realized i can’t say much till it actually works out.
but still:

- working on a product, getting my university to be our first institutional customer
- got it LLCed, bank account and all the necessary paperwork
- got accepted to a couple of conferences, will be traveling for free yay (for one, i have an upcoming interview for a scholarship)
- will be doing a little research in the area of the Aral Sea too
- seeing lots of my friends graduating and moving on with their lives. pushes me to try harder too
- plus uni starts soon, mentally preparing for that too. i’m forever a summer kid.


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so a bit more on personal

there's a restaurant called caravan, i assume you've heard of it. they've been operating for over 25 years now.

i think i was around 6yo when i came across their brochure and remember poring over the photos, imagining myself as the owner one day. made a promise to my parents that i'd have my own restaurant someday so they could come guest there ahah

i guess that's pretty much where the interest in business came from lol

had my first shop when i was 13. online, selling k-pop merch, albums, cards, official items (teenage girls are apparently quite rich cuz one lightstick used to cost like $100). had two admins working for me, managing customers and delivery, though i never told them my real age. both in their 20s.

it was a fun business. used to bring those items from south korea through parcel and distribute them across cities here with our own branded packages and stickers

in high school, mostly shifted into social projects (101 teenagers of uzbekistan, insight), research, and whatever else seemed to hold more promise


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