این دفعه دومه که بدون این که بفهمم دارم جوراب پشم خرگوش می‌خرم 😐
حتی یادم نیست کدوم جورابم بوده.
واقعاً باید بیشتر توجه کنم به لیبل جورابام.

yes.

واسه آلرژی فصلی یه سری اسپری و قطره و اینا استفاده می‌کنم که چنان دماغ و حلقمو خشک می‌کنه که می‌سوزه.
یعنی واقعاً این بدن اعتدال رو نمی‌خواد یاد بگیره.

LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOO

بی‌آرتی تجریش به راه‌آهن خط دیگه واقعاً مجانی شده ان‌قدر تو هیچ ایستگاهی از این دستگاه‌ها نمی‌بینی که کارت اتوبوس بزنی.

we've been here too long, trying to get along
pretending that you're oh so shy

I'm a natural, ma'am, doing all I can
my temperature is running high

cry at night, no one in sight
and we got too much to share

talking's fine, if you've got the time
but I ain't got the time to spare, yeah

do you wanna touch?
do you wanna touch?
do you wanna touch me there? where?

yup he dead

I hope he's not replaced by someone more conservative

clipping my toenails is one of my least favourite body upkeep activities

she's finally trying out her new bed 🥰

pretty self explanatory.

Send this to your boyfriend who is studying philosophy.

I think this is one of the earliest songs I remember.

خیلی دوست دارم پایین موهامو رنگ کنم ولی نمی‌خوام برینم تو نرمی و حالتشون.

huh, I just realized I haven't thought about offing myself in quite some time.
progress, I guess.

I think when you're in a very suicidal state where you constantly think about it, it can develop into a sort of obsession for your mind. Even when you come out of that episode, you constantly think about different ways you would do it, how and where, or actively imagining yourself doing it to predict how likely it would be for you to give up at the last minute or not.
You train your mind into a constant state of looking for new ways, better ways, ways that are sure to work.
It's one thing to come out of that episode and seek help, and improve, and another thing to stop obsessing over it even when you're out of that mindset.

So I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm no longer suicidal, but I still obsess over the residual thoughts.

But it's helpful to remind myself that having anxiety over the thought of developing suicidal thoughts, means that deep down I don't want to die. I just want to live better.