I've been drunk a total of 7 times in my life.

4 of those times have happened in the past week :D

only losers dislike my posts about getting shitfaced

a few nights ago this song came on in the beach and I was drunk and I just couldn't stop spinning and dancing, I ended up falling in the water multiple times fully clothed and it was totally worth it xD

especially the part where the rhythm gets faster and faster

I got tan and I don't like it.

25 years and my life is still
Tryin' to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means

And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out what's in my head
And I, I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning and I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
"What's going on?"

And I say, hey-ey-ey
Hey-ey-ey
I said hey, what's going on?
And I say, hey-ey-ey
Hey-ey-ey
I said hey, what's going on?

And I try
Oh my God, do I try
I try all the time
In this institution
And I pray
Oh my God, do I pray
I pray every single day
For revolution

And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out, what's in my head
And I, I am feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning and I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
"What's going on?"

and here's a cringe version of me singing it right now
I really hate posting my voice anywhere especially when I'm singing, but fuck it it's my birthday I want to try and not be a pussy for a single day

OK, let me my trace my steps
Pour a drink, let's recap the sequence
One minute, you're swigging on a green tea
Next minute, floating on a pillow in a den

From there, it gets a little hazy
Like a camera out of focus, shaking
Slow motion in the club free-falling
Through my seat, hit the floor transforming

Undergoing complete metamorphous
From a moth caterpillar to a chrysalis
Spinning in a silken house like a spider spins a web
I'm a well-known insect

Bye-bye, Shanghai, I've become a butterfly
Born again overnight
Bye-bye, Shanghai, bye-bye, my life
Born again overnight

look at my fucking hand bruh

to cut my hair or to let it grow long, that is the question.

these are my collarbones fyi

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wow, I was much more confident about my appearance as a teenager than I am now...

I'm not sure but I think I was around 14 when I wrote this