getting into david goggins content cuz nothing is doing it anymore

never seen such a thing as laplace

Why did no one tell me being a beginner sucks

quitting is much harder than you'd think
think of it as climbing a mountain, and you get tired and hate it but you quitting is either jumping off or slowly going down the path you came up. and it's no different than going up and finishing the distance left anyway cuz both need effort.
I hate mountains.

'it's exciting to improve'
'doesn't improve'

huletegna aylemedegnm

When someone who expected themselves to fail, fails..

and now I'm not sure what vector calculus is about

if I make it out of this semester alive

stage 2.5

A halt in coding wiped my React knowledge
bit of successful practice projects(tutorial based)
mini hackathon(fail)(learnt a lot regarding teamwork, frontend in general and how fullstack teams work)
Somehow can navigate better with the help of some tools(humans too sometimes)
hesitated about engineering(lies. I NEED to be an engineer)

oh
We(I) now know basic circuit configurations

vibecoding is fun too

NOTICE:
KINDLY TURN YOUR NOTIFICATIONS OFF!!

∞∞
"አቦ እሷ ተፍታ ናት!.. ሃጃ የለባትም!.."
ዘና ማለት በሚወድ ቀብራራ ሰው ስም ቸልተኝነቴን ያዳንቃሉ::
"ጣጣ የሌለብሽ ልጅ! ትመቺኛለሽ.."
ለራሴ ብመች ደስ ይለኝ ነበር::
ቀኖች ሲተካኩ በዛው ልክ ይህ አልባሌ ፀባዬ እየተባባሰ .. ከራስ ጋ ለመዋቀስ የተቀመጠው ውስጣዊ ድምፄ ሲበዛ እየተዝናና.. ሰው መሆን እየጠፋብኝ..
መልዓከ ሞት ቢመጣ ትከሻው ለይ እጄን ጥዬ ወሬዬን ምቀድ ይመስለኛል.. እግዜር ለፍርድ በዘረጋው ጉባዔ ፊት ምስቅ.. በጥፊ ተባብዬ በሰከንዶች ምታረቅ..
አይምሮዬ አለቀቀም ለማለት የውሸት እቆጣለው.. ልቤ ህይወቷ አልጠፋም ልል አብዝቼ ጮኃለው.. የበደሉኝ እንዳልበደሉኝ ቢኖሩ.. ያሳዘንኳቸው በቅፅበት ቢረሱልኝ.. በአየር ለይ ብንሳፈፍ.. ባህሩን አቋርጬ ብሮጥ.. ምንም ነገሬ ሚለወጥ አይመስለኝም...
ይህ ስር የሰደደ ግዴለሽነቴን አፍኜ እንደሰዉ ምኖር ልዩ ፍጥረት... ምኔ እንደሞተ እንጃ.. ፈጣሪ ይጠብቅ

how does one reclaim their academic confidence?
i feel hollow, and i don’t like feeling empty in this part of myself.

Woke up thinking I need to do something I hate for some time (till the end of this month is the initial plan) after watching David Goggins and feeling like I'm a lazy bum(I wasn't joking when I said I'm getting into his content)
So, we're gonna do a challenge where I do something every day (new or consistent) that'd challenge me and make me hate myself.
I'm not sure what the list is gonna contain and whether I'm gonna add new ones as days go by or start with a predefined list tho

tldr: do what you hate challenge till the end of the month, suggestions are welcome

chatgpt ባይኖር ምን ይዉጠኝ ነበር

update: I chased instant gratification and didn't hate myself today.
status: FAIL!!

I need someone who gives me exams before my actual exams start,
with real consequences