cr: iwwia on vocadb

忘れて
微笑みかけ
生まれ変わる夢
僕の終わりでも
変える訳でもなく
変えられる筈もなく
醜い思い出に浸り
彷徨い続けるのか

TW: много вспышек, немного гуро

cr: Hazuki no Yume

My heart is barely beating, just enough to keep myself alive.
I’m waiting for the moment of the public suicide, in this fairy garden I’ve been banished into.
I mustn’t forget
that at this place, everyone is under the same sun.

The face with the kind of sadness that breaks one’s heart is decaying.
I bet the kind of morality that’s only in name is falling apart, too.

How come everyone is able to live in peace,
when my legs are bound up with something?
How come you are able to live without a worry,
when my eyes are on the verge of being crushed with the light?

Eventually, the worms crawling on the ground are going to bite into my neck.
Poison for the dead trees, and a water tank for the cuts.

It must be that no one can see
the inhabitants of this newly opened up other world.
Everyone is under the same sun.

How come everyone is able to live in peace,
when my body is trembling like this?
How come you are able to live without a worry,
when I’m not so much as allowed to live?

Tell me, O the future that seems almost too long;
tell me, O memories that are sinking, fading away:

What does it mean to be redeemed?

TW: очень много вспышек

cr: Taibyonokesshaku on YouTube

Gouged out cells
Impure condensate and ignition
You know what I'm talking about, don't you?
Your shoddy optimism

The rust of prison will only eat away at your body
Gradually assimilate into the air of time

Everything is shattered
Everything is in black
Sneaking in through the cracks of the slightest vulnerability
It just shatters silently

Sand ramparts build up
Shallow mindedness that is only shown when it's been scorched
It's hilarious, isn't it?
My misshapen rotting scars

Strange and incoherent
Be it as it may, time comes to an end

In the worn out art of being loved
Ah, I'm not looking for fulfillment
Don't touch me with those clean hands

Everything is on fire
All to the ashes of death
Inspired by the sweetness of a faint heart
It just burns away quietly

It's not that we can't find a way out,
We just don't need to find one now
The remaining fire, still scattered here, warms the solitude
Hide the unwanted sunrise

TW: вспышки

cr: HeyItsVal88

Watch out, spasms, everything in your head is known by the enemy
Rock on, impulses, following the bait in every direction
Eat up, pleasant sensations, weak false visions blasted into dry craniums
Shout out, resonance, afterwards, dance in a nauseating frenzy and collapse

Shatter hearts that are already shattered
The mask, the beast's eyes, the prophet
"Are you still alive?"

There's nothing left for you here
But this is where you belong, isn't it?

Spread your wings in all directions
I lost myself in the Raven Haven
Mixed in with the evil crowd
I'm a vomiting repeat offender
The pale, red, shining sky
I dream of the Raven Haven
The earth's abyss beckons me
I sadly laugh at those who amused me

Burst out, awaken, disgusting gelatin from eyeballs
Fly out, snicker and laugh, a god trusted with a fibbing prototype crusher
Cut down, repeat offender, fearing loneliness, we both turn right
Wake up, rape, a filled decoration, how does it feel to be a foreign body?

"I lived my life by repressing it" because
I'm vile, flawed, burdened, and guiltily
It all looks the same on the shelf

You people just live on laughing away
There's something different about you and I

The one that got away
I lost the light in the Raven Haven
With a gold and black crown in his arms
A lord who is unable to live with dignity
Selling rough and dull love
In the expired Raven Haven
The Eden I dreamed of turned out to be empty
Even the aftertaste of happiness was drowned

With that smoky black polish you put on
Who did you try to make love with?

Moving erratically all over the place
I lost my wings in the Raven Haven
I got lost in the dark night
Searching for a light that does not exist
As my black feathers heal
I long for the Raven Haven
Come on, peck! Scorn! Rejoice!
No one helps a raven who has fallen to the ground

I sadly laugh at those who amused me

Как я понял, у этой песни не было mv (в любом случае я ничего не нашел)

cr: HeyItsVal88

With your words
So messed up and muddy
You turned me into a sludge
At some point, I was no longer solid.

My bad habits prevent me from living as well as everyone else
Even if I live terribly, I'm strangely calm and relaxed.
Although I'm unstable, I'm weirdly happy.
Is this a new kind of madness?

Cursed, denied
Crushed, fulfilled
Even scraps can be saved
wrack crack comfort end lack

With everyone's words
I'm messed up
And covered in blood
Along the way, I got scratched up
I'm tired of crying and screaming
When nothing is left

Ah

Humiliate yourself before someone else does it
My pride is the only reason I go on
Even my daily life is run on instincts
There's nothing left to be sad about

Because you did nothing wrong
Because there's nothing wrong
I become more objective, self-fixated
You cannot save me

I can't talk anymore
I can't hear anything
No matter how hard I think, I can't find a reason to live
Get drunk with me, even though you hate me

TW: вспышки

cr: Mystical Light and HeyItsVal88

I hate those eyes
Those innumerable hands, those innumerable heads
Those identical faces which make me a sign

Like a tree dying that we cherish
They let me vegetate, me who is heinous

To God, to the sun
To anybody, to you
They haven't the strength to lavish fairly in the night
They knew the truth

Tomorrow is lost
War screams, empty wishes
There is only the laughing of a draft
If the sun falls
What will happen of this world without happiness or misfortune that we call equity?

Don't scream to the misery of these soiled flowers
"Where am I now?"
Where am I?

To God, to the sun
To anybody, to you
They haven't the strength to lavish fairly in the night
There's nobody in this world
Nobody, nobody at all
Isn't that right?
There's nothing left here apart from a cold comfort
They knew the truth

The day where the other shadow of death caught up to the the past crime
They said "I will not be able to forget"
Even in these times I was the one to believe them without knowing why
That's why I'm alone

The winners and the ancient impose their bouquet of sympathy
They probably can't save you too
This despair, these screams, raising to the sky like prayers
See these eyes, this indelible will
I will demonstrate this by eternally loving you, whom I cherish
You who doubts me

Isn't it an insignificant thing?
It would be so good to shut off this voice
It would be so good to live fully
Can I really do so?

I hold my breath and feel the tension in the air
From this gray and cloudy path

To God, to the sun
To anybody, to you
They haven't the strength to lavish fairly in the night
There's nobody in this world
Nobody, nobody at all
Isn't that right?
Aside from me, who is unforgivable
Only the true me

On the other side of the door, surely a smiling world awaits me
Here, the laughter never stops
But I'm the only one laughing...

How much would you implore
How much would you hate this entire earth
You haven't the right to hold your own hand in this world
It's so sad
You can only scream like this

I as well, was probably the same as you

In this forever unsatisfying nothingness,
I won't exist for anyone
That's why I'm alone
If only one of my prayers would be granted

Now, I will ask for rain

TW: чуть-чуть вспышек

cr: Tackmyn Y.

It was as if the world had fallen apart.
The past footsteps also silently came to an end.
There is a sepia blotch on the faded, monochrome painting.
Even today, I can’t wipe away these ongoing scars.

Unable to accept the same scenery,
The sky allowed the night to swallow it up as usual.

I gave you a helpless smile instead of a goodbye.
As if looking up at the stars, “It’s so beautiful,” I said and smiled.
Hungry for rain, I sleep in the shadows.
Innocent kindness is accompanied by pain.
It just hurts so much to see myself like that.

The words I have spun are so powerless
That there should be nothing I can talk about.
I have left that view behind in the frame.
The monochrome Ferris wheel will never blow in the wind.

Unable to move my legs as I stood transfixed,
I loathed everything that met the eye as usual.

A tough mind craving for pain
Is not even something sure to lead anywhere yet,
So I cannot fight against the world,
And once I wake up, I will completely forget my sad dream.
I just hate so much to see myself like that.

When you give up on tomorrow, your gaze is as pure as anything.
That’s what’s just so beautiful about you.

When the wind of tomorrow dies down
And you hear the voice of yesterday,
Then stop there, strain your ears, look up at the sky, and let out your voice!
When the clouds collapse as if trembling,
I beg of you, even just for once,
Please weep in silence.

There is nothing I hope for dawn.
And as before, that is as it should be.

That is as it should be.

TW: вспышки с 1:35 до 2:23

cr: HeyItsVal88

It falls like dancing to you as a voguish flower
Welcome to the feast of joy
Today's glory which is called the past
Praise

You've been waiting for the silence more than anyone at the outskirts of the noisy town
Translucent wings, clumsy eyes, hypersensitive ears...
You've been waiting for the silence more than anyone at the outskirts of the noisy town
It was not the thread of trees that was tying this body

"I'll give you a sweet fruit,,,
and I'll show you the dream of the everlasting dream"

Come on
Flutter, flutter, dance with me
In my head, as I am now
Twinkle, twinkle, the madness blooms
The silence altar does not stop ringing
Now, be silent.
Now, be silent.

Rising pink mist
But the dozed people sing a song of joy
Nobody notices it
Even though everyone will die soon...
Even though everyone will die soon...
Even though everyone will die soon...
"I wish I will also die soon"
Shoot down the sky

This body was trembling with the "differences"
I've been saved by you unawares
Please forgive me
Though I wanted to see more the world you hated...

You've been waiting for the arrival of a pure dream land in the cliched paradise alone
Even the world's end, even the hell, even another world...
You've been waiting for the arrival of a pure dream land in the cliched paradise alone
It was the answer of all of the world that the face which turned around showed

"Why couldn't I also be selfish?"

Come on

"I wish I would also die"

Flutter, flutter, dance with me
In the crowd, as I am now
Scatter, scatter, I'm proud of you
My heart will never stop beating
Now, be silent.
Now, be silent.

The flame that announces the end of everything shines in your eyes
Where I thought the dreams of my dreams would be
The unchanging tomorrow dawns today
I added flowers to the alter of ruins

If I could visit the city of dreams one more time
I would sleep beside you and forget you

TW: очень много вспышек

Это песня уже появлялась в предыдущем альбоме Соооо (A Voicelessness), где не было клипа и был использован Append войсбанк Лена. Эта версия - ремейк с клипом и V4X войсбанком Лена

cr: Hazuki no Yume

I am Mister Android.
Salute, sirs & ma’ams, salute.
I’m a consumable product that was born into this world.
As usual, allow me to show you wonderful dreams,
exactly as you desire.

Upon the completion of my task, my reward is a smile.
In the narrow confine of my cage
is installed a sound echo system.

In order to improve the duty performance of the brain mounted on my head, I’ve automatically developed the reaction of savoring the happy looks shown me.

Connect with the heart.
Memory store.
Obediently carrying my duty every day.

However, my exceedingly brilliant brain has automatically reconstructed itself, and before long, it has adopted the habit of deviating from the rules.

When I disobey my orders, I am punished with my master’s rage.
There’s nowhere for me to run, as my every movement is under control.
“This is for your own good.”

Look, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts.
Look, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts.
Look, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts.

This is the rule of justice.

I am Mister Android.
Salute, sirs & ma’ams, salute.
I am the empty shell of a barren, unwelcome love.
As usual, allow me to show you wonderful dreams,
exactly as you desire.

When I fail in my duty, I assume a pathetic look.
“You are a bad child.”
Buzzing in my ears, accompanied with a server error.

It appears that this body has also been programmed to self-trigger a shocked SOS reaction and seizure as a response to sad looks.

Connect with the heart.
Memory store.
Bewildered every day.

Since I was created for the sole purpose
of satisfying whatever my master lacks and desires,
they probably aren’t aware that “I,” this thinking, feeling self—has been born inside this body.
They probably wouldn’t even consider such a thing.
The more I hope for it, the more empty it feels.
They said all I need to do is just to give out happiness freely, indiscriminately.
They might as well just break me apart, right here, right now.

Look, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts.
Look, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts.
Look, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts.

I t h u r t s, i t h u r t s, i t h u r t s, i t h u r t s.

—Before long, an emergency alarm device was triggered into operation. It appears that this brain is too high-functioning, so in order for it to carry out its executions more swiftly and accurately, due to the fact that these emotions that have appeared inside this pseudo-container have become an interference, according to the improvement of the stored memory data and the brain’s learning function thanks to the update, these emotions have come to be regarded as an “infiltration of foreign substances during the growth process” and have been successfully removed without any damage thanks to the virus removal software. It is estimated that the severe error that was generated in the core of the system that was destroyed once will be repaired in the course of a few months, in exchange for the removal of said emotions—.

My words have turned into something dry, free of doubt.
My eyes have turned into something dead, free of hesitation.

I am Mister Android.
Salute, sirs & ma’ams, salute.
I’m a consumable product that was born into this world.
As usual, allow me to show you wonderful dreams,
exactly as you desire.

I am Mister Android.
Salute, sirs & ma’ams, salute.
I am a perfect defective product, with absolute obedience guaranteed.
As usual, allow me to carry out the operation bearing the name “living,”
just for the sake of your self-satisfaction.