picture :) thank God for decent self control (only getting things that spark joy!!!)

highlight of my day was getting the nba merch for my dad WOO 🏀

For the first time in super long i feel so liberated. away from my hometown & finally inspired to consume and make art. don’t get me wrong, i love my hometown —i’ve just been so stifled creatively. never do i feel like taking out my phone to… sing?

but today i felt like i found myself again, just doing what i enjoy the most without anything attached to it (and that’s sooo precious to me!!! )

if you’ve been losing your spark, i hope that it finds you again because what’s yours will never fail to be yours ❤️ okay goodnight

Anyone gonna be in bangkok on 29 nov? I have a chaewon lover friend Yoke who’s holding a chaewon lookalike contest in BKK JUST JOINNNN ANYONE IS WLC TO JOIN 😝😝😝

today i bought a few things. namely vivienne westwood things. i just can’t resist it when it’s something i already rly like, and the store lady tells me “LAST piece in whole of korea 😞😞”. like are u serious i was contemplating now i HAVE TO GET IT… ackkkk

also my bestie raine told me that apparently people do retail therapy because they like the feeling of being in control. i guess thats why Seoul has been very therapeutic 🫶

I cannot contain my excitement omg 😭😭😭 and she was the sweetest person ever today could not have been more perfect

i’m back from my first ever solo trip and here’s my biggest takeaway: sometimes, fear is just an illusion..

one of my solo travelling fears was staying alone. i’m a generally paranoid person, but it’s likely because i’ve watched one too many videos about weird things happening in hotel rooms. one of the things that i was most afraid about was having something beneath my bed (it sounds silly but i will not go into detail).

my main stay was a really nice place, most importantly it did not have a gap beneath the bed. i was at peace. until i had to switch accoms on the last day. this time, i saw this huge gap beneath the bed, and i literally froze. i became so terrified, going back and forth on whether i should just check if there was something there. i finally mustered my courage to take a look…

and guess what? there was barely any empty space below. the design made it look like it was really elevated, but the middle was completely solid. in that moment, i realised how silly i was for being so anxious when it was just in my head this whole time.

thinking about this made me reflect about the many things i’ve been afraid of facing, and how it probably isn’t as daunting as it seems. sending love 🤍

How it’s like to record ONE cover: