you let go
and then you let go again
until there isn't anything left to let go of

I hope I never get tired of looking at the sky, and the sea, waiting for rain, being excited about a movie, a song, or a book, enjoying my favorite food and drink, of nature and flowers, of night...

This world is ugly and the people are cruel and I hope I never grow to be someone who can no longer see the small beautiful things

Don't tell me I am wrong just because I am young
Don't tell me I have bad mental health because I am "Just a teenager"
Don't tell me that one mistake means I don't deserve to be taken seriously
Don't tell me that growing pains don't make the heart ache more than any muscle ever will

I felt there was no point in telling anyone anything that was happening inside me

If it's meant for you, it won't pull you close one day and push you away the next. If it's meant for you, it will soothe your mind, not ignite your overthinking. If it's meant for you, it won't demand you abandon yourself to Keep it. If it's meant for you, it won't feel like you're the only one trying to make things work. If it's meant for you, it won't show up one day and disappear the next without a word. If it's meant for you, it will anchor you in peace, not leave you questioning your worth. If it's meant for you, it will feel like whispers of reassurance, not alarms of doubt.

when the devil couldn't reach me so instead he gave me a mind that is incredibly fixated on things to the point where i don't even understand myself

When the worst that can happen has come and gone And you’re still standing, remember that you won

stop all this shoutin' , this screamin'
& hollerin' - can't you see we're just here
to scuff a little , cry a little , break down
this body 'til it's brittle & blowin' away
in the wind . if you were me , & i were him ,
by god you'd see we're all just the same ,
payin' our dues , colorin' over our blues ,
lookin' for something eternal when
everything slips through the cracks in
our hands . it's here - it's here ,
bigger than all this skin , drop all your mind -
when you let go , you'll see you were
never even holding on to anything ;
you weren't even anything , just the moment ,
you were just the space between the time .

When you want to tell God how you feel, but you're not even sure what you're feeling so you just sit in silence trusting that he knows exactly what's on your heart & mind, even when you can't find the words to say it

You would stand in the room so still sometimes, so wordless sometimes, as if the greatest betrayal of yourself would be to reveal one more inch of your character

Don’t fool yourself by the illusion of truly knowing people. You’d be surprised with the secrets they hide from you

Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your head already knows

There’s a blurry line between all his feelings; they mash up until he isn’t sure if he’s feeling anything