Arcturus
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I'm not afraid of being lost. We all wander off from time to time. It's the fear of never quite finding myself that keeps me up at night
in an ideal world i would have 8 beverages with me at all times and i would just be able to pull them out of my pocket like an animal crossing character
﴿يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا عَلَيْكُمْ أَنفُسَكُمْ ۖ لَا يَضُرُّكُم مَّن ضَلَّ إِذَا اهْتَدَيْتُمْ ۚ إِلَى اللَّهِ مَرْجِعُكُمْ جَمِيعًا فَيُنَبِّئُكُم بِمَا كُنتُمْ تَعْمَلُونَ﴾
Lord heal my mother in all the places she's hurt that I don't know about
It's so hard to believe how much can change in a year. This time last year, things were completely different. I was completely different
God, let me think clearly and brightly; let me live, love and say it well in good sentences; let me someday see who I am
Forwarded from Arcturus
“I always used to think you were my favorite constellation. You were always there, so easy to look at. To contemplate, to write about or dream about... But I could never reach you.”
Forwarded from Arcturus
“I used to hope to see you in my dreams, too. But whenever I did, it just made waking up even worse.”
You were told to do things and you did them. The world is something that was put into your hands and that you must deal with - so you will. You have a rigid back and steady hands, either metaphorically or physically. Is it nature or nurture ? You don't know. You are tired of being steady. You dream of feeling alive. Not that you aren't, but, sometimes, it's hard to remember that there is a heart between your ribs. Your love is where you breathe. Come on, breathe. In. Out. It starts now
Time doesn’t heal anything, it just teaches you how to live with the pain
Sometimes it occurs to me that nothing was ever really “wrong” with me outside of believing I needed to change when actually the situation didn’t suit me