i’m such a “why?” person; i want reasons, and i need to understand

you search for chaos because you don’t know how to sit in peace. You’ve never had the opportunity to rest

‎I used to wonder why "الكاظمين الغيظ" were promised a great reward; I mean a reward for basically doing nothing seemed a bit too generous. Then I found out first-hand how hard to be one of them actually is. To be silent, not just word silent but action silent, when angry. To speak no ill, to do no harm, to think no evil... How hard, how sometimes impossible

everything is up for interpretation. except for what i say. that must be understood exactly as i meant it

I'm not afraid of being lost. We all wander off from time to time. It's the fear of never quite finding myself that keeps me up at night

in an ideal world i would have 8 beverages with me at all times and i would just be able to pull them out of my pocket like an animal crossing character

﴿يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا عَلَيْكُمْ أَنفُسَكُمْ ۖ لَا يَضُرُّكُم مَّن ضَلَّ إِذَا اهْتَدَيْتُمْ ۚ إِلَى اللَّهِ مَرْجِعُكُمْ جَمِيعًا فَيُنَبِّئُكُم بِمَا كُنتُمْ تَعْمَلُونَ﴾

Lord heal my mother in all the places she's hurt that I don't know about

It's so hard to believe how much can change in a year. This time last year, things were completely different. I was completely different

God, let me think clearly and brightly; let me live, love and say it well in good sentences; let me someday see who I am