i swing between empathy and anger.
empathy because i know they're in pain.
anger because i'm in pain too,
but i never use it as an excuse to hurt others.
empathy because i know they're in pain.
anger because i'm in pain too,
but i never use it as an excuse to hurt others.
i don’t need to provide amusement or enjoyment. I don’t need to receive any amusement or enjoyment. I’m completely fine with that. Because no amount of good is worth how terrible this feels. It’s just a complete waste of time
what about this theory. the fear of not being enough. and the fear of being 'too much. are exactly the same fear. the fear of being you.
Anybody with artistic ambitions is always trying to reconnect with the way they saw things as a child.
Please don't expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.
I am eternally,
devastatingly romantic, and I thought people would see it because
"romantic' doesn't mean
'sugary. It's dark and tormented - the furor of passion, the despair of an idealism that you can't attain
You know I’m old in some ways. In others, well, I’m just a little girl. I like sunshine and pretty things and cheerfulness and I dread responsibility
I am constantly trying to communicate something incommunicable, to explain something inexplicable, to tell about something I only feel in my bones and which can only be experienced in those bones.
The older I get, the more I find that you can only live with those who free you, who love you with an affection that is as light to bear as it is strong to feel. Today's life is too hard, too bitter, too anemic, for us to undergo new bondages, from whom we love [...]. This is how I am your friend, I love your happiness, your freedom, your adventure in one word, and I would like to be for you the companion we are sure of, always.