How can i ask anyone to love me when all i do is beg to be left alone

I just wanna run away
And find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be loved
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
With this high, this high that I've been chasing

i've been trying to go home my whole life

if i don't turn it into a joke, it will destroy me

i was angry because i knew i never would've done that to you

i hope december feels like a heated blanket and a kiss on the forehead

stop asking me about my future, i'll cry

girls touch their necklace for comfort.

Tell me, am I ever gonna feel again?
Tell me, am I ever gonna heal again?

I know it is my father's first time on this Earth, too.
And I know He had it worse when he was little.

But I was little too.