Question of the day : what is the point

if only that light would reach out its hand to me, melt away all of this frozen emptiness

The games you played were never fun
You'd say you'd stay but then you'd run

there were things i said years ago that i no longer agree with today. there were things i did years ago that i do not do anymore. no, i am not two faced, i am simply growing and changing, as i should be.

and what we gon' live for in this life full of pain
'til we're eighty and one day we'll get up and say we regretted our lives
that's where we going

How can i ask anyone to love me when all i do is beg to be left alone

I just wanna run away
And find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be loved
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
With this high, this high that I've been chasing

i've been trying to go home my whole life

if i don't turn it into a joke, it will destroy me

i was angry because i knew i never would've done that to you

i hope december feels like a heated blanket and a kiss on the forehead

stop asking me about my future, i'll cry