For once in my lifetime I want to be somebody’s first choice, I’m tired of being the second

Sometimes, I ask myself why people don't like me.
I think about my words, my actions, and if I did something wrong. Did I talk too much? Or maybe I stayed too quiet? I try to remember moments when things might have gone bad, and it makes me feel unsure about myself. I think about how I am.
Am I too different? Too shy or too bold? Maybe I was trying too hard to be liked, and it didn't work. It's not easy to understand what people think about me, and sometimes, it feels like I'mnot good enough. But then, I remind myself of something important: not everyone will like me, and that's okay. People might judge me, but they don't really know me.
I have good qualities, and I try my best every day. Most importantly, I have many things to be thankful for. I have my health, my dreams, and people who care about me. I like myself, and I'm proud of who I am. Even if some people don't like me, I won't stop being me-and that's what matters.