I give up

I'm sorry for earlier.

I think I'm actually ashamed of myself. I'm just so embarassed of what I've become.

Every morning, I wake up thinking that today will be different, until I fall into the same trap again-
Hearing a thousand words with my mind wide open, until it all makes me numb.

Be my 11:11 .

It’s October, yet I’m still not over the damage April did to me.

A good hair wash, and I’m back on track again.

I miss the way he used to look into my eyes.

Ok but what about loving me forever?

Everything he did in the end was not expected at all.

Every time I talk to her, I feel a little more like myself.

I’ll figure it out. I always do.

How do you stop loving people you once loved?

Cuz I can't.

If I really hated you, then why do I keep finding myself talking about you to every new person I get close to?