Honestly, sometimes I feel like he's the only light spot in my life !
Honestly, I feel like there's something is stuck in my heart and I need to pull it out somehow..!!
Honestly, I'm about to depressed I'm just trying to ignore and hide it..
Honestly, I need a year off, like i don't do anything at all just breathe and sit in front the sea !
Honestly, I feel so much shit at the same time for Eg, I'm tired and i can't keep living this way, I don't wanna go to school i don't wanna see people not a single one even my family i just wanna stay with myself 'till i feel like I'm ok again.
Honestly, I hate that I care too much and always give much of love to ppl who don't deserve or appreciate it !!
Honestly, I hate the Fact that my parents don't give a single fuck about me but it's ok i used to it
Honestly, I feel like I hate him but i need him too..!!
Honestly, I Miss him but I'm still Acting like idc and I do Care af.
Honestly, My life sucks but I have nothing to do about it.
Honestly, This life no longer means anything to me anymore, I no longer show any reaction to losing things or people, and I don't care whether anyone knows my existence or not, I know that I am a passing person, so I only want to pass in peace..
Honestly, I'm not okay I just realised that I have no one to call when I get to my lowest..