Life has been kind to us in many ways. But love has not been. You are walking your path of life, quietly, without any communication and I am doing the same. I have missed you a lot. Despite you being 1000's of Kms under the same sky, I am scared to connect and tell you that I am missing you.
Lately, I have been flooded with billions of thoughts. Of my life has a whole. Everyday passes without knowing its purpose. I think I am going through a phase, where I know not what actually am I doing. I have isolated myself from my wife, my kids, my parents, my brother. I do not want to go out. Ideally sitting in my room, on my desk, procrastinating, listening to music, watching some lectures, eat, drink, masturbate, sometimes look over at my Hydroponics set up. I get no sleep too.
Things that come in my mind are -
1. What am i doing ?
2. I am growing old despite being so young.
3. I want to go into few months of seva at Humcha.
4. Finish the project that I am doing.
5. I need to start saving money. Being 30 and having no savings is limiting me of my bare needs. Had i saved money, I could have saved my flat.
6. I have to let go of the flat.
7. What manufacturing business should i be starting? Even if I wish to start, where will I get the money.
8. What am i actually good at?
9. I have to be physically active and need to work out.
Lately, I have been flooded with billions of thoughts. Of my life has a whole. Everyday passes without knowing its purpose. I think I am going through a phase, where I know not what actually am I doing. I have isolated myself from my wife, my kids, my parents, my brother. I do not want to go out. Ideally sitting in my room, on my desk, procrastinating, listening to music, watching some lectures, eat, drink, masturbate, sometimes look over at my Hydroponics set up. I get no sleep too.
Things that come in my mind are -
1. What am i doing ?
2. I am growing old despite being so young.
3. I want to go into few months of seva at Humcha.
4. Finish the project that I am doing.
5. I need to start saving money. Being 30 and having no savings is limiting me of my bare needs. Had i saved money, I could have saved my flat.
6. I have to let go of the flat.
7. What manufacturing business should i be starting? Even if I wish to start, where will I get the money.
8. What am i actually good at?
9. I have to be physically active and need to work out.
Forwarded from SelfCare 😌 Tips
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Think about the mountain you’ve been climbing. I don’t know how far up you’ve come, and I don’t know how terrifying it might be to look back at the climb behind you. But I think you should be grateful to and proud of yourself for making it this far. Because I’m grateful to you. And I’m proud of you. ✨
Think about the mountain you’ve been climbing. I don’t know how far up you’ve come, and I don’t know how terrifying it might be to look back at the climb behind you. But I think you should be grateful to and proud of yourself for making it this far. Because I’m grateful to you. And I’m proud of you. ✨
Get sufficient sleep. Excercise. Keep your mental health in check. You will not feel exhausted. 😊
Darkness gives me relaxation...I feel so calm in dark... pitch dark..
Why living life the way I want and the way I live is so different!??