я ненавижу своё лицо
странное тело спрячу под шмот
оба считаем, что мы с тобой
неидеальные люди
странное тело спрячу под шмот
оба считаем, что мы с тобой
неидеальные люди
I lost myself trying to please everyone else, now i'm losing everyone while trying to find myself.
I look at the reflection: God! Yes, I'm perfect!
I can’t even find in myself a couple of shortcomings
I'm thin, but I don’t take up much space
Plus tall, dwell where others won't reach
I drive in kigurumi, put on custom clothes
I don’t worry and wear strange hairstyles for my fan
As I am! Shit at all! I am the best!
How will the world love you if you don’t love yourself, fight?
I can’t even find in myself a couple of shortcomings
I'm thin, but I don’t take up much space
Plus tall, dwell where others won't reach
I drive in kigurumi, put on custom clothes
I don’t worry and wear strange hairstyles for my fan
As I am! Shit at all! I am the best!
How will the world love you if you don’t love yourself, fight?
Life has been kind to us in many ways. But love has not been. You are walking your path of life, quietly, without any communication and I am doing the same. I have missed you a lot. Despite you being 1000's of Kms under the same sky, I am scared to connect and tell you that I am missing you.
Lately, I have been flooded with billions of thoughts. Of my life has a whole. Everyday passes without knowing its purpose. I think I am going through a phase, where I know not what actually am I doing. I have isolated myself from my wife, my kids, my parents, my brother. I do not want to go out. Ideally sitting in my room, on my desk, procrastinating, listening to music, watching some lectures, eat, drink, masturbate, sometimes look over at my Hydroponics set up. I get no sleep too.
Things that come in my mind are -
1. What am i doing ?
2. I am growing old despite being so young.
3. I want to go into few months of seva at Humcha.
4. Finish the project that I am doing.
5. I need to start saving money. Being 30 and having no savings is limiting me of my bare needs. Had i saved money, I could have saved my flat.
6. I have to let go of the flat.
7. What manufacturing business should i be starting? Even if I wish to start, where will I get the money.
8. What am i actually good at?
9. I have to be physically active and need to work out.
Lately, I have been flooded with billions of thoughts. Of my life has a whole. Everyday passes without knowing its purpose. I think I am going through a phase, where I know not what actually am I doing. I have isolated myself from my wife, my kids, my parents, my brother. I do not want to go out. Ideally sitting in my room, on my desk, procrastinating, listening to music, watching some lectures, eat, drink, masturbate, sometimes look over at my Hydroponics set up. I get no sleep too.
Things that come in my mind are -
1. What am i doing ?
2. I am growing old despite being so young.
3. I want to go into few months of seva at Humcha.
4. Finish the project that I am doing.
5. I need to start saving money. Being 30 and having no savings is limiting me of my bare needs. Had i saved money, I could have saved my flat.
6. I have to let go of the flat.
7. What manufacturing business should i be starting? Even if I wish to start, where will I get the money.
8. What am i actually good at?
9. I have to be physically active and need to work out.
BONJOUR🇫🇷
GOOD MORNING🏴
GÜNAYDIN🇹🇷
BUONGIORNO🇮🇹
GOD MORGON🇸🇪
BUENOS DÍAS🇪🇸
GOOD MORNING🌍
GOOD MORNING🏴
GÜNAYDIN🇹🇷
BUONGIORNO🇮🇹
GOD MORGON🇸🇪
BUENOS DÍAS🇪🇸
GOOD MORNING🌍
I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope everything feels more bearable now. ♥️
Don't burden yourself too much..if it's mean that you need to let it go...do it, even though it hurts.
Please don't let anything make you feel unworthy. You are precious. You are important. You are loved.