Koshishe karu mai hazaar tujhe paane ke aur tere paas bahane hai hazaar mujhe na apnaane ke.
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Funny that most of these relationship stays only until the 'chase' is over lmao
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Dear saturn,
I act like i dont care at all and I put up this big hugeass wall of toughness. Like I don't want somebody's affection but in reality, I am just too "scared". Afraid of the possibility of being loved by someone that I fear they'll eventually let me down.
I act like i dont care at all and I put up this big hugeass wall of toughness. Like I don't want somebody's affection but in reality, I am just too "scared". Afraid of the possibility of being loved by someone that I fear they'll eventually let me down.
Forwarded from Old Cardigan. (Thea)
forgive me lord for I have imagined a life far more soft and tender than the one you created for me
Dear saturn,
she is the girl that has a few best friends. she is the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. she is the girl that excepts way too much. she says she doesn't care what people think, but deep down she does. she is the girl that is nice to everyone. she is the girl that will hang up on you but the will call you back and say sorry. she is the kinda girl that will put all of her trust in you until you give her a reason not too. she is the girl that will never leave your side when you need her. the girl that will go out of her way just to cheer you up. she is the girl that says she isn't ticklish, but she really is. she is the girl that will not give up on you if she really believes in you. she is the kind of girl that believes in love.
she is the girl that has a few best friends. she is the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. she is the girl that excepts way too much. she says she doesn't care what people think, but deep down she does. she is the girl that is nice to everyone. she is the girl that will hang up on you but the will call you back and say sorry. she is the kinda girl that will put all of her trust in you until you give her a reason not too. she is the girl that will never leave your side when you need her. the girl that will go out of her way just to cheer you up. she is the girl that says she isn't ticklish, but she really is. she is the girl that will not give up on you if she really believes in you. she is the kind of girl that believes in love.
Kisne kaha wo tujhe dil se chaah raha hai,
wo kisiko bhulane keliye hi tere paas aa raha hai
wo kisiko bhulane keliye hi tere paas aa raha hai
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Dear Saturn,
sometimes i really believe that something is wrong with me. like maybe i was made to be alone. like there's something about me that just keeps people away. they're always deciding they don't care or they don't care enough. and i'll be a priority for a while. it'll be a good few weeks or months and then one day... one day they decide or they realize it's changed. they've changed their minds. some tell me. some just disappear and i find out later. at first i thought it would eventually get better. that maybe i was just loving the wrong people. but i've loved such good such beautiful people. peoples whos hearts and souls left me breathless and in awe. and they even decide to leave. to pull back. i've been told it's not me. i've been told that "you will never be too much for someone who loves you" but what if i kNoW that they loved me. they just chose not to. or maybe it just wasn't enough to stay. i want to be enough for someone to stay. i want to be me in all my flaws and good and someone choose to stay and not change their mind. but i think somethings different about me. i think maybe i was made to just be left.
sometimes i really believe that something is wrong with me. like maybe i was made to be alone. like there's something about me that just keeps people away. they're always deciding they don't care or they don't care enough. and i'll be a priority for a while. it'll be a good few weeks or months and then one day... one day they decide or they realize it's changed. they've changed their minds. some tell me. some just disappear and i find out later. at first i thought it would eventually get better. that maybe i was just loving the wrong people. but i've loved such good such beautiful people. peoples whos hearts and souls left me breathless and in awe. and they even decide to leave. to pull back. i've been told it's not me. i've been told that "you will never be too much for someone who loves you" but what if i kNoW that they loved me. they just chose not to. or maybe it just wasn't enough to stay. i want to be enough for someone to stay. i want to be me in all my flaws and good and someone choose to stay and not change their mind. but i think somethings different about me. i think maybe i was made to just be left.
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This is not a mood swing, I just dislike people who keep digging flaws in everyone and never encounter themselves, even when being told. this is not it, they will even brag about it.
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