Caffeine is not enough anymore, need to chew an electrical wire.

I like when I just tell them the headline and they go like "i want the details"

Dear Saturn,

She often recites her poetry to me. I love her voice, but even more, I love her words.

"Such a beautiful flower," she remarked during a walk. I reached to pluck it for her, but she stopped me. "Don't. Let it stay beautiful while it's alive," she said.

She notices the little things, turning them into moments of wonder when she shares them with me. That’s when I realized—poets have a gift for seeing the world in ways others might overlook . I love her rants as I envy her for noticing life so precisely. Even the smallest detail becomes captivating when she brings it to life.

not romantically, but I love her deeply for who she is. She’s always worried about what others might think, yet she still does what feels right to her. She’s responsible, yet carefree. Especially Kind, even when no one’s watching. Sadly, she’s unaware of her worth, surrounded by those who’ve never made her feel valued. I hope she finds better people.

She recites her poetry to me, but I hope she realizes that she herself is the most beautiful poem.

i give a fuck! I GIVE A LOT OF FUCKS ACTUALLY. I am a prostitute of feelings.

funny how two faced people have audacity to become friends

internet has some bunch of real dumb idiots constantly trying to prove the online world that they are intellectual and mature 👾

growing up is realizing that love is just a concept and it doesn't actually exist

Hey Saturn,

I am tired of being the best version of myself. I am very much exhausted. I have no words to explain what I am feeling except "being tired". I am mentally exhausted of entertaining stupidity and ignorance. I am exhausted of trying to think "if only i would have done this or that things would have been different", I am tired of explaining people and I am also tired of not explaining and letting them assume. I am tired of being all happy when I am not but I am also tired of crying. I am tired of waiting for someone to understand that I am tired but I am also tired enough to explain it to anyone. I am tired of trying. trying to smile, working hard, pretending, enjoying, living, breathing.
I am tired of trying not to cry when that song plays or tired of constantly keeping me busy to not think about anything.
i am tired of distracting myself. I am tired of hurting myself and I am tired of trying to save myself.

I want to rest my head and close my eyes, somewhere away from this tiring life.

👍learning to yap. good for health.

"big talker"

trust me, i am already ahead of you honey.

Dear Saturn,

Living without you seems tough.

Dear Saturn,

i often fail to understand people. usually they turn out to be more pathetic than what i expect them to be.

i think, people who have guts to apologise are actually courageous.
not gonna fix anything i know, but apologising takes lots of ego shivers.

day 1 of thanking god for not making me a ngga with an ego bigger than the universe

i dont hate you, i just lost respect for you.

you miss me, and we know it.

bro is living in movie, immature to even distinguish it with reality, i wanna scream in his ears to keep feet on the ground for his sake but ah, i should mind my own business, let him ruin himself.