Kisne kaha wo tujhe dil se chaah raha hai,
wo kisiko bhulane keliye hi tere paas aa raha hai
wo kisiko bhulane keliye hi tere paas aa raha hai
❤12
Dear Saturn,
sometimes i really believe that something is wrong with me. like maybe i was made to be alone. like there's something about me that just keeps people away. they're always deciding they don't care or they don't care enough. and i'll be a priority for a while. it'll be a good few weeks or months and then one day... one day they decide or they realize it's changed. they've changed their minds. some tell me. some just disappear and i find out later. at first i thought it would eventually get better. that maybe i was just loving the wrong people. but i've loved such good such beautiful people. peoples whos hearts and souls left me breathless and in awe. and they even decide to leave. to pull back. i've been told it's not me. i've been told that "you will never be too much for someone who loves you" but what if i kNoW that they loved me. they just chose not to. or maybe it just wasn't enough to stay. i want to be enough for someone to stay. i want to be me in all my flaws and good and someone choose to stay and not change their mind. but i think somethings different about me. i think maybe i was made to just be left.
sometimes i really believe that something is wrong with me. like maybe i was made to be alone. like there's something about me that just keeps people away. they're always deciding they don't care or they don't care enough. and i'll be a priority for a while. it'll be a good few weeks or months and then one day... one day they decide or they realize it's changed. they've changed their minds. some tell me. some just disappear and i find out later. at first i thought it would eventually get better. that maybe i was just loving the wrong people. but i've loved such good such beautiful people. peoples whos hearts and souls left me breathless and in awe. and they even decide to leave. to pull back. i've been told it's not me. i've been told that "you will never be too much for someone who loves you" but what if i kNoW that they loved me. they just chose not to. or maybe it just wasn't enough to stay. i want to be enough for someone to stay. i want to be me in all my flaws and good and someone choose to stay and not change their mind. but i think somethings different about me. i think maybe i was made to just be left.
❤11
This is not a mood swing, I just dislike people who keep digging flaws in everyone and never encounter themselves, even when being told. this is not it, they will even brag about it.
❤10
Dear Saturn,
I saw him sitting right in front of me, I swear I was trying my level best to calm my heartbeat down because it was pounding so hard, I was afraid he might hear it. The windows were open, and while he was lost in his book, it felt like a scene from a movie where he was undoubtedly the main character. The pure golden sunlight was kissing his face and his eyes, oh, his light brown eyes were like golden pebbles sparkling in that sunlight. I wish I could have captured every details of how serene he looked but alas! all this time I could not take my eyes off of his eyes. I could spend a lifetime lost into the depth of his eyes, that lovely glares he passes when he looks at me brightens my day.
The funny thing is, when I catch him looking at me, and our eyes meet, my mind starts debating whether I should look away because it feels awkward. But those eyes—those captivating eyes
—I just can't look away.
I saw him sitting right in front of me, I swear I was trying my level best to calm my heartbeat down because it was pounding so hard, I was afraid he might hear it. The windows were open, and while he was lost in his book, it felt like a scene from a movie where he was undoubtedly the main character. The pure golden sunlight was kissing his face and his eyes, oh, his light brown eyes were like golden pebbles sparkling in that sunlight. I wish I could have captured every details of how serene he looked but alas! all this time I could not take my eyes off of his eyes. I could spend a lifetime lost into the depth of his eyes, that lovely glares he passes when he looks at me brightens my day.
The funny thing is, when I catch him looking at me, and our eyes meet, my mind starts debating whether I should look away because it feels awkward. But those eyes—those captivating eyes
—I just can't look away.
❤10
these people who think they have a unique personality which seperates them from the herd. bro, the whole herd thinks the same, youre just another dumbass tryna be cool.
❤9
Forwarded from dump
simple things become complicated when you expect too much.
❤5