my mouth says, "I'm okay."
my fingers text, "I'm fine."
my heart says, "I'm broken."

i miss your good morning text.

: how are you, really?

my mind : (broken, sad, hurt, alone, upset, depressed, angry, hateful, breaking down, screaming, dead, empty, nothing, crying, shouting, giving up, hiding, wearing a mask, horrible, down, hollow, worthless, misunderstood, incapable, distressed, lost, pathetic, ashamed, bitter, uneasy, tense, dominated, tearful, crush, offended, aching, wrong, shaky, timid, wary, victimised, tortured, pained, lifeless, cold, dull, nervous, scared, suspicious, numb, stressed, bruised)

my mouth : im fine.

dear you, being without you has never been easy.

to be honest, i'm lonte. yes, lonely teenager 😌

stop imagining fake scenarios and hurt your own feelings.

dear ex, it's your loss. stop bothering me.

how many times have you type "i'm okay" while crying?

in the mood for being sad 24/7.

thank you for loving me even though i’m worthless.

you had no idea how much i love you. it's just i dont know how to show it to you. this might seems like a lie, but i'm telling the truth.

i'm stuck between "i want you back" and "i want to forget you."

if we aren’t texting each other, just know i am thinking of you 10000% of the time.

I’m not forcing anything with anyone. Value me or miss me.

one day you'll miss me as i missed you.

Mood: pretending to be okay.

bitches be like "im sorry" and then do it again and again and again.

thousand words was hidden as i said "gapapa kok."

I'm sorry I'm a very moody person.

no matter how busy your day is, if you can't text me a single time, you ain't for me.

unexpected messages and phone calls make my heart go: 💗💓💕💝💞💖💖💓💞💞💖💝💓💓