you said “forever and always”, guess your forever meant 3 weeks.

imagine someone who gets excited just by thinking about you.

I hate seeing you online without replying me.

please stop making me think you care if you don’t.

miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you.

my mouth says, "I'm okay."
my fingers text, "I'm fine."
my heart says, "I'm broken."

i miss your good morning text.

: how are you, really?

my mind : (broken, sad, hurt, alone, upset, depressed, angry, hateful, breaking down, screaming, dead, empty, nothing, crying, shouting, giving up, hiding, wearing a mask, horrible, down, hollow, worthless, misunderstood, incapable, distressed, lost, pathetic, ashamed, bitter, uneasy, tense, dominated, tearful, crush, offended, aching, wrong, shaky, timid, wary, victimised, tortured, pained, lifeless, cold, dull, nervous, scared, suspicious, numb, stressed, bruised)

my mouth : im fine.

dear you, being without you has never been easy.

to be honest, i'm lonte. yes, lonely teenager 😌

stop imagining fake scenarios and hurt your own feelings.

dear ex, it's your loss. stop bothering me.

how many times have you type "i'm okay" while crying?

in the mood for being sad 24/7.

thank you for loving me even though i’m worthless.

you had no idea how much i love you. it's just i dont know how to show it to you. this might seems like a lie, but i'm telling the truth.

i'm stuck between "i want you back" and "i want to forget you."

if we aren’t texting each other, just know i am thinking of you 10000% of the time.

I’m not forcing anything with anyone. Value me or miss me.

one day you'll miss me as i missed you.

Mood: pretending to be okay.