my mother once said "real nightmares are not the ones that happened in your sleep, but the one that is happening in front of your eyes." and wow.
do you ever read an old conversations and be like: "wow i miss this moment."
we love each other, we care for each other. that was so beautiful. yea, we were.
how many days, weeks, months or years have you waited to feel better or a little less sad?
the loneliness is overwhelming and i need you here to hold me but you are far away and it hurts my heart.