i would've texted you again but you seemed so unbothered by my absence, and that killed something inside of me.

Biggest fear.

You know guys

I really had that one toxic online friend.

It was so consuming.

They kept asking for forgiveness, and when I gave them that hoping they'd change. They didn't. They made things worse, twisted everything I said, making my other friends turn against me.

I don't know if that was forgiving or just too naive of me to believe that they could change.

Like I had no one in that period of my life, so I decided to make online friends. And the worst part was that they were never my friends; they never even liked me. They just lied, lied, and lied, and kept spreading lies about me.

For God's sake, if you hated me, why did you pretend to be friends with me?

So immature.

That looks like it really hurts

That bruise on your ego

I know that it makes it worse

It had to be me, though

Thought I might love you again,