I'm about to hit my head to the wall
The undone tasks on the to do list on my mind are making me go crazy, I usually don't give a shit about the fact that I procrastinate every fucking thing in my life, but idk why now it's messing with me like this
YOU MOTHERFUCKER HORMONES.

I feel like my mom is hiding sth from me 🤡
Today she showed the results of my tests to the doc and she said that the doc had said everything's fine, just a minor issue. I gotta go for سونوگرافی some days later and that's all BUT today I caught my mom with teary eyes several times (I literally don't remember the last time she acted like this)
Like dude🤡 if there's sth serious just lemme know-

while listening to this I feel like something is released in me, my head suddenly doesn't feel heavy anymore.
My soul starts floating in the air not hearing any of the words my parents are saying endlessly right now, next to me. I wish I could get stuck in this forever, floating in the air with different songs, not hearing the world around me, not needing to live in this world. I wish there was another world in which we could just float in the air and get aroused with songs and books instead of actual human beings and only interact with the few ones we choose. There wouldn't be any need for this fucking money bringing us to our knees, there would be sheer joy till the soul disappears and that's all. 

Hey, Demian Winter here, and here I go with the fourth challenge:

Forward this to your channel and ask your subscribers to send you a song which describes you in their view, or which has your vibes, or a song they think you'd like... sth like that.

آهنگ هایی که فرستادید خیلی قشنگ ان
و خیلی متفاوت- این نشون می‌ده هر کسی یه تصویر متفاوتی داره ازم ار وات؟

چقدر د نیبرهود **

the way these songs are different AF shows how mentally stable I am interacting with different people 🤡✅

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دوست داشتم قبل اینکه آهنگ رو بفرستم دلیلم رو هم بگم :>
وایت فلگ رو انتخاب کردم ، چون واقعا باهاش یاد تو میوفتم😹 . درسته خیلی وقت نیست که میشناسمت ، ولی‌ی‌ی‌ی میدونم خیلی‌ی‌ی تلاش کردی خیلی سختی کشیدی ، زندگی هیچکس پرفکت نیست ،میدونم که تو فقط نشون نمیدی وگرنه کلی حرف کلی غصه تو دلته فقط نه حس حرف زدن داری نه حوصله اش رو.
من واقعا تورو به عنوان یه دختر قوی میشناسم و شخصیت و تلاش و زحماتت رو تحسین میکنم 💘.
امیدوارم یه روز به اون چیزی که عمیقا میخای برسی :*