i think you're great and i wanna see you thrive

🚐💫 Rolling Home – The Journey Unfolds! 🌈✨

The wheels are rolling soon — our Scouting Mission on Tour is coming to life! 🌍💞
We’ll start around November 5th in Koblenz, Germany, flowing through Belgium and France, visiting eco-villages, hot springs, and communities along the way.

Somewhere between shared meals, open roads and starry nights, we’ll listen to the land and connect with those who walk similar paths. 🌿💫
Our destination: northern Spain, where we’ll be scouting for the future home of the European Rainbow Gathering 2026.

The mission remains the same:
✨ travelling circus
🌻 sustainable solutions
🌈 connecting with Eurotopia (communities & eco-villages)

As the season changes and the air gets colder, we might keep rolling — towards the warm south of Spain. ☀️

💌 Follow our road, share your magic, or meet us along the way:
👉 t.me/RollingHome

Let’s keep the circle moving — together, free, and full of love. 💞

-- Necessary witness --

the billionaires want you dead
your happiness makes them sad
this i conclude from what i have read
all of history and the gaza dead

they just want the world to end
they want the devil for a friend
they hold the notion of love in contempt
they can't afford to make amends
they sold their souls for neverland

i want you to get upset
i want my vital organs back
i want to breathe real air instead
of the exhausted stench of death

BRING ME TO THE CORE OF BEING
BURN ALL OF THE [ILLEGIBLE] I'M SEEING
BRING FORTH ALL THE SNAKES I'M BREEDING
BOIL MY LOVE INTO A SEETHING
FREAKS OF NATURE BREAK THE CEILING
PRISONWORLD BEGINS THE HEALING
PRISONWORLD BEGINS THE HEALING
IT ALL STARTS WITH BREATHING, FEELING
IT ALL STARTS WITH BREATHING, FEELING

GOD IS LOVE AND SHE IS BLEEDING
FILL THE CRACKS WITH YOUR REDEEMING
IN THE FLESH THIS SEED IS DREAMING
TO REDEEM THE BLESSED TEEMING

let the rivers thrash the fleeting
banks back off the lashing keening
brush with death the last of seeming
endless blessings restless teething
test the edges of your reeling
consciousness, it's double dealing
trouble started with you keeling
over into listless, witless, drifting, trembling, kneeling

wish you well, my darling, dearest
hold you close, my heart is beating
in your ears my darkest fearing
rythms turn to trusted nearing,
closer, open, loose, releasing

prisonworld begins the healing
it all starts with feeling, breathing
god is love, and she is bleeding
she shows me her cuts and we are cleaning
flowing stops with love's touch sealing
slowly wounds begin receding

gentle scars, remind, appearing
of what we lost in time spent kneeling
offering to false gods conjured feeling

now i count my blessings with your head on my chest
rising, falling, breathing

“I am now going into the mountains to meditate and practise austerities, repenting of the numerous sins and infractions of the Law which have been so many obstructions to the Tao, both in my present and previous incarnations. I am seeking for longevity in order to defend the Faith, not in order to enjoy worldly happiness. I pray that all the saints and sages will come to my help, so that I may get some good magic mushrooms (zhi 芝) and numinous elixirs (shendan 神丹), enabling me to cure all illnesses and to stop both hunger and thirst. In this way I shall be able to practise continually the way of the Sutras and to engage in the several forms of meditation. I shall hope to find a peaceful dwelling in the depths of the mountains, with enough of the numinous elixirs and medicines to carry out my plans. Thus by the aid of external elixirs (waidan 外丹) I shall be able to cultivate the elixir within (neidan 內丹). For in order to bring peace to others I must first bring peace to myself; in order to undo the bonds of others one must first undo one's own.”

- Vow of Nanyue Huisi (南嶽慧思), Third Patriarch of Tiantai, 559 CE. Translated by Arthur Waley in 1930.

https://archive.org/details/a-fox-under-a-pink-moon-2025-720p-trailer saw this movie with my mom.. it smashed me

what i long for

silent meaning

without meaning
implicit, but unwordable

nothing to explain
yet saturated with a worldless meaning

its almost the opposite of ..
what i've been sold, sorry, told
i'm not sure which
to believe of as my culture
we were robbed, us, what
who we?
i don't know. I'm missing the pieces
that would make for an answer
that doesn't just raise more questions

this is what i mean,
we don't have meaning
we have explanations

i long for a silence that's not a bitter questionmark filled with holes
but a rest stop.
nuff said

ahhh another winter is coming to an end and i feel the return of the light fill me up, change my perspective. Time to let the shadows fall behind me and face the sun, the light, the music. Warm up , full swing, gallop! the year of the fire horse and i have all i need to go the distance .

Turns out when you take too much on yourself the whole circle suffers the loss of balance, and you end up looking like an asshole.

No matter how hard you worked and how deeply your commitment to the mission and the circle runs.

Tricky to find the balance of ‘service’ when theres an ego there looking for purpose and meaning!

i thank my heart for daring to remember that i am in love

i realise im a forest protector because it's the last thing there is left to be

i'm not sure if i just wrote some of hte best shit or the worst

i think i need to read it out loud before i'll know.

would you listen to it?