Yes we lose control. There is no control! All what little control you had was a cage of predictability

Guerrilla History: Surplus Populations and the Political Economy of Waste w/ Ali Kadri

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Guerrilla History: The Future of Resistance w/ Ali Kadri

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Amazing series

I think this channel has served it's purpose. there were a lot of things i needed to share and unpack and work through when i started it.

I do think i need a channel of some kind to share my thoughts but .. this one was made for a specfic purpose and i may archive it soon, and start with a fresh slate.

I think the most 'precious lesson' i found is.. everyone is a mirror, and you attract people who will show you where you are in your process.

That we should be grateful for our difficulties, because we've been honored with the opportunity to learn something difficult, to carry something heavy which needed lifting. The evolution of humanity is a collective effort, and i'm grateful for what i've been given to carry, and what i managed to carry, in my life so far.

And i have patience and compassion for the times i dropped the ball, felt defeated, got miserable. Picking yourself back up again is a lesson too.

Rev Left Radio: [BEST OF] Ghosts in the Machines: Artificial Intelligence, Consciousness, & Capitalism

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if you're interested in running away and joining the circus, it's time

i think you're great and i wanna see you thrive

🚐💫 Rolling Home – The Journey Unfolds! 🌈✨

The wheels are rolling soon — our Scouting Mission on Tour is coming to life! 🌍💞
We’ll start around November 5th in Koblenz, Germany, flowing through Belgium and France, visiting eco-villages, hot springs, and communities along the way.

Somewhere between shared meals, open roads and starry nights, we’ll listen to the land and connect with those who walk similar paths. 🌿💫
Our destination: northern Spain, where we’ll be scouting for the future home of the European Rainbow Gathering 2026.

The mission remains the same:
✨ travelling circus
🌻 sustainable solutions
🌈 connecting with Eurotopia (communities & eco-villages)

As the season changes and the air gets colder, we might keep rolling — towards the warm south of Spain. ☀️

💌 Follow our road, share your magic, or meet us along the way:
👉 t.me/RollingHome

Let’s keep the circle moving — together, free, and full of love. 💞

-- Necessary witness --

the billionaires want you dead
your happiness makes them sad
this i conclude from what i have read
all of history and the gaza dead

they just want the world to end
they want the devil for a friend
they hold the notion of love in contempt
they can't afford to make amends
they sold their souls for neverland

i want you to get upset
i want my vital organs back
i want to breathe real air instead
of the exhausted stench of death

BRING ME TO THE CORE OF BEING
BURN ALL OF THE [ILLEGIBLE] I'M SEEING
BRING FORTH ALL THE SNAKES I'M BREEDING
BOIL MY LOVE INTO A SEETHING
FREAKS OF NATURE BREAK THE CEILING
PRISONWORLD BEGINS THE HEALING
PRISONWORLD BEGINS THE HEALING
IT ALL STARTS WITH BREATHING, FEELING
IT ALL STARTS WITH BREATHING, FEELING

GOD IS LOVE AND SHE IS BLEEDING
FILL THE CRACKS WITH YOUR REDEEMING
IN THE FLESH THIS SEED IS DREAMING
TO REDEEM THE BLESSED TEEMING

let the rivers thrash the fleeting
banks back off the lashing keening
brush with death the last of seeming
endless blessings restless teething
test the edges of your reeling
consciousness, it's double dealing
trouble started with you keeling
over into listless, witless, drifting, trembling, kneeling

wish you well, my darling, dearest
hold you close, my heart is beating
in your ears my darkest fearing
rythms turn to trusted nearing,
closer, open, loose, releasing

prisonworld begins the healing
it all starts with feeling, breathing
god is love, and she is bleeding
she shows me her cuts and we are cleaning
flowing stops with love's touch sealing
slowly wounds begin receding

gentle scars, remind, appearing
of what we lost in time spent kneeling
offering to false gods conjured feeling

now i count my blessings with your head on my chest
rising, falling, breathing