i wish it was me instead

i really could use a friend rn but the only friend i had is dead

im starting to believe that when I call ur name u just dont hear me anymore

all good things come to an end but i thought this might last

i wish she was here to help get through this

i cant do this anymore

i cant stand being alone for another minute

i will hold where my heart is

i cant get through this alone

thank you all for your support and ur beautiful texts that u send me
some of you guys might not know but ive recently lost my pet, she died a few days ago and this has been really hard for me, she wasn't just a pet for me she was my life support and my best friend and my child i had her since she was just a baby and we spent 6 beautiful years together through thick and thin
she was the only one who actually loved me unconditionally i knew if everyone in the world left me i would always have her and i guess u should know by now how hard this is for me to get thorough
the worst part is that people dont get it everyone is like "its just a bird, who cares" and it breaks my heart she wasn't just a bird to me she was my world and now shes gone and i only have myself to blame for
if u have a pet please take good care of them love them and give them a big kiss from me
i won't be posting too much for now because i cant think of things to write
i hope u understand♡♡♡

i guess when u go through changes and difficulties in your life it teaches you alot about what people to cut lose and what people to hold on to and that is something really important
it means you're growing

2018_19 lgbt movies u should watch:
Vita and Virginia
Tell it to the bees
We the animals
Sorry Angel
Boy Erased
disobedience

im tryin 2 be better
i rly am

https://t.me/iHarfBot?start=1112053887

text me if u wanna be my friend

im not a fan of bts or 1d or Jonas Brothers or exo or idk other boy bands, but i dont think making fun of them makes us look cool! making fun of their looks or their fans just shows that u cant respect other people's interests and mocking them and saying that out loud makes u an asshole

theres nothin u could do
to dampen up my mood

all my friends are dead

I dont really like how you never shut up